i'm a miserable bitch when i try to reign in my ... how do we say... more playful sexual nature. i've been trying to be good, and it just makes me miserable and unhappy. dave hates it, and has come to understand that it's essential to me being anice person to be able to loosen up. i also need the reassurance, and chemical rebalancing of sex. so, there you have it. suddenly, after a very long time, i'm in a good mood again. YAHOOO!!!