I can feel it crawling around the corners of my mind and seeping into my soul, i used to keep it at bay but now it getting out of my control, i can hide how i feel i may truly be, but that me cannot be kept inside forever, everyone has two sides, mine are blurred, but clearly defined within my two personalities, maybe it's just my nature as a gemini, and maybe not. sometimes i can control myself, other times i see myself doing things that i have absolutely no control over. I am beginning to think that the perfect vacation from reality is in a resort where the rooms have padded walls... save me from myself.
I hate darkness...it gives me rediculous panic attacks that are horrible and make me feel like everything evil is just waiting for me to fall asleep
