The dark shadows of my dreams haunts my every movement everything I do reminds me of the nightmares of my life and the fatal creatures of my exsistance. They all say I've changed but i just stopped pretending to someone else just to please the bitches of this cruel world I'm trapped in. The black heart within my chest beats wildly for freedom, just an ounce my body numbs from the intoxication that my nightmares have brought. My entire life people turned there back on me how did i think he was different his love is just another lie that adds to the other ones that have come and gone. I see the darkness enclose on me and finally a release finally a way to escape the lies but its only temporary I'll be awake before morning. The intoxication can't satisfy what i need a place to find some confort for that to happen I'd have to leave the world that has turned its back on me and turned me into this wretched soul.