Damn it

yesterday i decided to just go for it and smoke, so did...and just now i got called for an interview for a job where they drug test before they hire ya...so i decided not to take the interview, even though i probably could of gotten it...

i knew this would happen =/

 

you should just have someone piss for you, thats what i did

 

i dont know anyone with clean piss...or anyone with clean piss that would want to piss for me

 

Pay someone...

 

i always have a younger sibling or a friends younger sibling

 

I'd have to go out of state to find a friend with clean piss.

 

yes jusy put a little clorox under your finger nail and pee over it into the cup and they will never see the weed man , sorry to here this though
rh

 

yeah my friend did that and it worked, but i hear its pretty risky, cuz some come up as if there was something added into the piss

 

doesnt matter anyway anymore

 

ah that sucks paul


stuff like this always happens....like today its lashing it down with rain so i buy a train ticket...next thing i know ALL the clouds are gone and its like a perfect blue sky....so i coulda cycled....



my point is simply that life can be annoying

 

thats gotta suck. i like rain, but i can understand when rain can really get annoying, and when things like that happen, it definitly is a bummer.

very good point though...life can be very annoying

 

DAMN IT
this is all my fault....


im really sorry pauly


i feel really bad..

 

you shouldve gone for it man, i mean, whast the woprse that can happen, they dont give you it, right?

 

i dont blame you...it happens. whats done is done

but what happened to ya last night? i am bummed out that you didnt come back

 

go look at my thread.


and im sorry, again

 

i probably should of...but the thing is, is that in my mind at the time, i already told myself that wasnt going if they actually did call, and when they did called i was really stoned, so i was just like "no...umm...something else came up."

 

aw man


well.... just stay clean for a bit if you're gonna get paranoid, but, shit man, that sucks

 

i was clean for pratically 5 weeks(i smoked only once 3 weeks ago), and i just couldnt take it anymore. not being able to get a job and not having things to do just led me to smoke...but i think i was worth it. i felt so much better

 

well, im sure another job will come up

 

yeah
one where they don't test your fucking PISS..