are you in college? its pretty easy to find a dealer if ya got a lot of weed smokin peers around(high school, college, work, etc.) make friends and ask... thats what ya gotta do...
I am in the same boat as you. but my sister might mail me some. I am sending her 50 bucks. I hope it works out. at least that will last me a few weeks.
my friends used to mail it me in prescription bottles filled with peanut butter. eventually they scrapped the peanut butter and just used the bottles. we were sending to a college campus and didn't get caught though they sent it for years