curious too long and would love to meet someone

31 m, closeted bi. From SoCal. In the SFV. I’ve been curious for as long as i can remember. Only truly got to experience a man once a few years back and never had a chance to again. Ever since, the urges, curiosity, and feelings never went away, only grew stronger. Would love to chat, connect, and eventually maybe meet. Someone who can respect and be patient and get to know over time.