Crying While Tripping?

Just recently i tripped and i was so emotionally moved by the raw beauties of love. my question to you is. have you ever cried while tripping? if so what set you off?

 

i balled my eyes out last time i took lucy. took 3 hits and my girl took 2. we have lived together for almost two years and things had been rocky the last month. when we were peaking she told me she had been sneaking into my MDPV and doing it every day multiple times for about a month. we never get fucked up without telling the other so it was a complete life fuck, the one person i though i could trust was not only lying to me, but stealing from me. i flushed all my mdpv and the rest of my RCs that night..never going to trip with my girl again..

 

I've had some very emotional reactions to peaking on my trips. DMT has paralyzed me with peace and sent me into involuntary vocalizations of ecstasy, a psychedelic orgasm. Salvia has murdered my self, shown me the remnants of it, and released it to the vacuity of infinity.

A couple days ago when I was peaking on 2C-E and nitrous oxide, my brother told me he could feel something pulsating from me, overpowering and luminous. In my experience, it felt as if my self had once again dissolved into its rightful nonexistent state and I became a metaphysical beacon for empathy and compassion. I was not near him when this happened - he couldn't see, hear me, or sense me in any of the traditional definitions when this occurred. He was also on 2C-E at the time. This makes me extremely curious as to the neurological correlates in the brain to the mind's psychedelic trip and attainment of ego death.

I haven't cried while tripping yet, but I have something planned in the future that may illicit such a response from me. I plan to dose on LSD, MDMA, and mescaline to start, with a hit of DMT and a nitrous charger at the peak. If any psychedelic cocktail could do it for me, I imagine this would. I'll let you know if this happens.

 

the only time i have had tears of joy come to me was on LSD

 

I had tears of sadness, multiple times. Crying is odd on acid, water is just exiting your body and rolling down your face. Not to mention you know how retarded you look. That's nature's sign on why crying is bad, everyone looks terrible doing it

 

once i was crying but i had no feeling associated with it.

 

i cried during a peyote meeting once.

It was this little girl's birthday and her father couln't make the meeting so he had the roadman sing a special song for her. The song was so beautiful but so sad.... it was very moving.

 

one time 'imagine' by john lennon came on and my brother and i started bawling and had a little hug session

i think it was brought on though because before that i played star spangled banner by jimi hendrix to my bro, and i was getting really emotional about war because i'm a nut, and my brother was all like 'this sounds like war ' blahblah (and he was a medic so he has seen bloody brains and shit from iraq)
then imagine came on and that was that.

 

lachrymology

 

Got those SIT DOWN, CANT CRY, OOOH LAWWD Im gonna DIE!! BLLLUUUUUUEEESSSSS!!!



I have cried on many a good trip. I remember on my bad trip though, I could not cry even though I wanted to.

 

iv had that expirience before too. funny that huh? t'would have been such a simple release, but my body wasnt complient.

 

I only cry if I am tripping alone, more so on mushrooms. It's generally when I am reflecting on my life and all the shit I have gone through, and why it had to happen to me. Or when my husband and I dose together and end up working a bunch of shit out.

Last time I ate mushrooms and Syrian rue I balled and balled thinking about shit. Sometimes it's needed and gets you on the right path to happiness again.

 

I've cried mostly coming down from trips. Happy thoughts mostly, about the intense beauty of things.

 

lachrymology

 

greenspectral has never cried.

 

ive laughed, cryed, and figured out the worlds wounders on both acid and mushrooms, some times it was a good cry, some times it was a "holy fuck im gunna die" cry but none the less, a GREAT experience every time!!!

 

couldnt have said it better, some times you need to let the tears out. you really learn alot about yourself when you do

 

Im glad to know now that im not the only one who has cried while tripping. sometimes life has its beauties

 

maybe sound like a pussy but i feel good after a long cry because i dont do it often enough

 

lachrymology