The strangest thing happened to me this morning. I was laying in my bed, unable to sleep when I thought, "Why not masturbate?" I wasn't particularly horny, but this usually helps me fall back asleep. So I turned on some entertainment and went for it. I'm a squirter so today I just decided I didn't want to have to change my sheets so I tried to hold it back. Unfortunately this resulted in a climax but no release. I decided to call it quits and move on. As I was derping around the web I realized that i was getting hornier and hornier. All I could think of is how much I wanted my boyfriend to be here RIGHT NOW. In fact, just that thought made me even hornier! I wanted his head between my legs so badly. I needed to cum. What I really wanted was skin on skin but Id have to settle for my vibrator. It was that or stay a horny mess until I saw him later. I started up again and I just had this unsatisfied feeling like this would never be enough, and as hard as I tried i just couldn't get there, I tried thinking of my man but that only made it worse. I was so frustrated. suddenly I dropped my vibrator and was instantly overwhelmed by tears and sobbing. Now, Im not a cryer, so this freaked me out. I couldn't understand why I was crying and it disturbed me. Has anyone had this happen before? Does anyone have any insight?
I just get bitchy if I can't have it when I want it because it's been too long. Your reaction is different, also because you stopped it from totally happening, maybe the hormones went wild on you and being the first time you did this you didn't know how else to handle it.
I cried once because it was so good and because of the love I felt for my hubby. Hormones, I guess. Don't normally cry during sex and it's usually awesome!