I guess you could say that this Jedi is going a wee bit crazy, but then again, I don't really care if I am going crazy... really, I feel like this is the first time in my life that i am seeing things with some clarity. With that said, It seems that most of us, including myself live in the past or the future constantly. The present , which is basically today, and right now ,seems to get lost in our hoping for or sometimes fearing for our place in the future, or this same present time is spent up thinking about the past and continously beating ourselves up about the past , why we are here, for what reason. What is baffling is we may never get to this reason for why things turned out the way they did , and we may never be sure of how things turn out in the future. So what are these notions of past and future in the present that is now? I think that the "past" we are thinking about is a construction of what "it maybe was" to us in a given moment of time, which does not even exist anymore. There is no way to verify whether it was that way or not, the notion of the past is a simple understanding of extinct moments in some way , such that this understanding maybe projected in our minds right "now". And the future , is a moment of possiblity that may exist , yet there is no certainity that it may turn out the way we want it to be, ofcourse ... there is also no certain basis for claiming that it will not turn out the way we want it to turn out. The point here, is that the moment does not even exist in the present, hence it is impossible to accurately predict that may happen in the future. Still, we worry and we live in these shells of the past and the future, without fully grasping the only thing that exists, which is just THIS. It is the present moment, the now, but the fickle mind keeps dwelling on things that do not really matter, in fact don't even exist.