my mom knows. my Nana (grandmother, mom's side. father's parents deceased.) knows. my two cool aunts know. my older sister knows. my younger sister knows. my whole school knows... because friends turn sour from time to time.. and ruin the somewhat harmonious existence of peers... but to save my soul i cannot think of a way to tell my father.. and i will nevertell my Papaw (grandfather, mom's side.).. it would break his heart, he's a very conservative baptist and.. well, let's just say that he set the guidelines for his kids rather strictly... i'm just not sure how my dad would react. he kinda has anger issues... not so much now that he's a recovered alcoholic, but... still, and i'd be scared he'd get mad. generally, he's a really cool liberal sorta guy, but... when it knocks upon his door directly, i'm not sure how he'd deal with the guest... know what i mean?