Does anyone have a physical fixation with intensifying and continuing sharp pain? For example a canker sore...would you bite in a painful way and see how long you can last and how it feels afterward. A sharp pain that occurs in a weird way on your skin, and you pinch it or push it to make it worse? Well I do all these things and I never knew why I found an insatiable enjoyment of the pain. Once I sense a tiny bit of an acute pain, I immediately aim to reproduce the feeling, idenitify the location, and then further bother it directly until I almost passing out from the pain. It literally shoots sensations all across my body. I can't get enough either...I tell myself I'll stop after this last long bite or pinch, it will be really rough and good, but I'll want it even worse. Then I really attempt to eliminate the pain and avoid bothering it by applying NSAID topically which will provide relief and end my desire for excess sharp pains. Sorry if anyone finds this bothersome but I bet some of you have done this sort of thing.
There are online communities on the internets where you can meet up with people who share your fetish.
must be the endorphins released by your body when in pain... almost same as self-harming i suppose... i don't do it myself but understand why one may want to... you feeling numb about life? am i right? hope you find some other way to feel...
Lol nah it doesn't have nothing to do with that sort of thing, I've been doing it my whole life. It's a compulsive thing apparently... Lol and I wouldn't call it a fetish, It is not truly enjoyable, you are in discomfort but somehow are driven by it.
Not my bag either. And quite honestly I don't understand it, I hate pain. I enjoy the endorphine high from intense physical exercise though, especially when it is combined with a cannabis high.
I don't know I could never cut myself. This is certainly different. More a tick like thing other than a conscious decision to hurt myself.
You should try to cause yourself to develop a bad case of kidney stones. Trust me you'll be in heaven. And by heaven I mean you'll be laying on the bathroom floor praying for death.
you should like, go get your nipples pierced or somethin... thats a sharp pain EDIT: and when i saw this thread i really had to read the title about 3 times..
Lilly is probably right about the endorphins. I can definitely feel the release of a strong hormone. And actually, I guess I am numb to life, it totally does relieve stress.
kidney stones are awesome if you enjoy pain make sure to try them out..take tons of rolaids every day ..it helps them form sooner
No. Just the idea of taking it to the point of almost passing out is way to far for me to understand. If I have a slight pain, I might touch it every now and again, but if it really hurts I leave it well alone.
That's scary, It seems like I'm asking for those, when I know those would be A LOT worse, but then maybe I'd get prescribed the drugs I already have a habit of.
Well great, but I didn't ask "Who doesn't understand this?" I kind just figured that was the majority of people. Warm empathyy :love: