I have tripped on DMT about 8 times now and what I learn is terrifying to me and so real right out of my trip but can't be true. Right before blast off every time it feels like the universe is purposely stopping me from blasting off and then tells me I'm the only real being and everything thing else on this world is fake. With every trip that feeling is stronger. Anyone deal with anything like this?
I'm brain damaged, and you could give me all the LSD you want, but I don't see the typical trails and colors or whatever. For me, LSD is just another spiritual aid you take for personal growth, and not for recreation. However, might I suggest that if your recreational drug of choice keeps playing with your sense of reality, its time to either get spiritual, or find another drug to play with.
