Can you live with yourself?

They say everybody has to live with themselves. So what do you think about when you're laying alone with your thoughts in bed at night? Whether someone's next to you or not.

I think about the future, and whether it really matters or not. I don't believe in time. Therefore the future doesn't seem intimidating to me, I just wonder how it'll play out I suppose. The I think about if I can train my brain to remember this life enough, so that when I come back in the next one, I'll be able to remember shit from this one...like the Dalai Lama. Then right before I fall asleep I wonder whether o not I really wanna spend my life with someone because I'll lose my identity. I started thinking heavily about this last one after reading 'Thus Spoke Zarathustra" by Friedrich Nietzsche a year ago. I wanna be like the main character in that book. At the start of the book.

 

so I'm the only one who gets kept up at night by his own pointless thoughts huh? lol

 

I mostly think about womens' bodies.

 

This thread was done pretty recently.

I love myself.

 

Oh okay...well I'm glad to hear you love yourself. Not a lot of people do these days.

 

I can live with myself. When I'm alone I start to have a lot of different contradicting thoughts and worries.. Sometimes I get sad and sometimes I get happy.

I don't really know what else to say.

 

yea, same here

 

It is one of the most unpleasant experiences I have to endure

 

I get erections when i try to sleep but i dont wanna take care of it cuz then ill get all pumped up. It makes sleeping hard. No pun intended.

 

I am generally happier left to my own thoughts than when I am spending time with other people. On the other hand, sometimes given the right people, at the right place, at the right time, being around people can create a joy that you can't find alone.

 

im sorry to hear that man.

 

I'm okay with myself but there's always room for development.

 

i think about the day... then i start like day dreamming..
and jus think of alot of random stuff..........
then i fall asleep

 

I can live with myself, but I can't really live with the world.

However, sometimes I'm so ashamed of things I did, I can't even look myself in the mirror. Only sometimes though.

 

Learn to forget, Piaf.

Regret is a motherfucker.

 

You dirty liar, you stare at yourself in the mirror constantly.

Hmm maybe I'm just projecting what I'd be doing were I in your shoes.

You seem like the sweetest, most innocent person ever, I refuse to believe you've ever done anything shame-worthy. Even if you did, it's behind you. You're a different person now. Chin up buttercup.

 

I think about the moonshadow and how the damn thing won't stop following me.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtgXus3eiII

 

This version is MUCH better:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgfC6XKj9ho

 

yeah your right..

that version suits you better