Can Love on x be real?

yesterday i took x with my friend (who i will call J) at her house. I have had feelings for her for the past few weeks and they kept getting stronger everytime i hung out with her. Well when our pills kicked in it was like she knew exactly how i felt and she felt the same way towards me. We talked for like an hour about how we felt and about our pasts, and how she didn't want to be hurt and how like she was longing for someone to be with her and I came. Well Then we started dancing and we took off eachothers chirts and got paint and painted on each other. yesterday was the best day i can remember in my entire life. Like i felt like i had been waiting for her my whole life. Our these feelings just a fake after glow or are they really just my true feeling and i normally would have just not opened up to them. She asked me out yesterday, and i still feeling like im in bliss, I hope that this is still real, because it wasn't like these feels for her weren't there before it is just that now im over flowing with them.:sunglasse

 

Maybe it can be real if you already love the person before taking e, and then having a great time while on it. That's how it is for me anyway. My girlfriend and I are in love for some years and we took e after a few months of knowing each other and it was and still is awesome. But my last girlfriend I took e with some time ago I thought it was fun at the time, but then the drugs wearr off and a few weeks go by, and your like oh shit. This bitch is a bitch!

 

I hope your right and its true, I dont see how i could think badly of her.

 

Ecstasy is a very fake, shallow drug. Relayer's post is pretty good.

 

Yea your right E is pretty fake man. The same girl I rolled with broke up with me on E a few weeks later. Terrapin knows her, dont ya? The skinny psycho punk girl that called ME a drug addict? damn she is so gay, Julie is cool though.

 

Terrapin, ya know what else is mad weird? When Kristen moved out with her mom from Walnut st. back in the day, mad crazy Dana moved in the same joint! God damn why didnt I just punch that ho.

 

danm yo crazy lansdale bitches.


jjjuuuuuwwwwwiiiiaaaaaa

 

the biggaw the bawgaw the bettaw the bawgaw, the bawgaws aw bettaw at bawgaw king. juwi is cool though, she's not a raging crack smoking slut like dana is.

 

you still be talkin to princess blackfoot yo?

 

wwweeeeyyyeeewwwwddddd

 

Drama.

 

You just dont know lansdale obviously

 

Havent seen princess blackfoot in awhile. hahahahha blackfoot, you know you was all about that bitch back in the day son. And fuckin kyle lost that irish hat she gave me man, that shit was tight.

 

you know they say "never get married for 3 months after taking E"... i forget where i heard that, but yeah, iv felt "feelings" of "love" or closeness to a girl i rolled with for about a week or 2... although, in a way i could sort of tell it was a "virtual" love or (something about it isnt normal, you can tell if its "real" or "not") well, i could anyway..

 

love is not an object, it is a perception. an overpowering one at that. MDMA can open up your perception of love to include more things, and then afterwards, these opened perceptions stay there. sometimes you have to un-learn love.

what is love based on in the first place? it is not based on physical nature of a person. its based on the thoughts and feeligns they evoke when you perceive them. love isnt a rational case of relationship, its just a feeling. a strong one, but a feeling none the less. once you feel love for someone, depending on how deep the love is, it will affect the way you see a person because once you fall in love, the evoked emotions from that person are different, and thus it will change your judgement of that person.

if a person really is shit, then it merely will require you to whitness the shitness, and youll realise who the person really is.

E can make you fall into a closer relationship with someone. who that person is, is independant of what your relationship is. if you get what i mean. relationship hasnt got to do with who someone is, but in the way you exchange emotions, whatever they are

 

I agree.

 

It is always real love. just a different kind. its more a pure, unfiltered universal love felt for anything and anyone. but when you "fall in love with someone", its that same feeling just directed at a person who has a compatable personality and lifestyle. so if you've known someone for a long time and take some E, and realize how much you love and care for that person then great! that is an example of how E can strengthen and reaffirm and already existing relationship. but if you just met some chick and decided to take some E for shits and giggles, it could be a very shallow experience. you might feel all sorts of true love at the moment, but the next day you realize that you really don't know who she is and thatin the sober world this girl isn't someone you can truly feel love for on an everday basis. i've seen a few guys fall for girls (who were BITCHES) after rolling with them, only to feel like idiots a few weeks later.


but if you've known this girl for a while and had a true connecting experience, than go for it man

 

Abviously it could be possible, but given the fact the relationship was induced by sich a heavy catalyst, lasting love from being on x would simply be a hell of a coincidence, last relationship I had on x lost me my car all my clothes and my place, really to much of a story how it got to all that, but point to be taken , I dont plan on bringing any damsels back from my castle in the sky anymore

 

Basically same thing happened to me, this girl and I hung out at first for awhile and then I started liking her....then we went out, then I picked up a jar so everytime we hung out we did E, but after we ran out of pills our "love" was never the same...kinda weird sounding but we had nothing to do when we hung out anymore and we just kinda parted after that lol

 

its nice if you already love the people your with, in fact its wonderful.