to the other side. so, alot of the time when i am near the peak of my trip it feels like i am really close to complete ego death and unification with the universal subconscios. sometimes its just like an incredible energy inside of me that feels like if i release it i will be united and freed. once my soul partially exited my body and i experienced life through the subjective experience of all my friends and myself in the room. another time reality began to peel back and i felt god and a higher dimension. but for some reason during all of these experiences i hold back. i pull myself back to this reality, instead of truly letting go and letting the waves of the godhead take me over. peering over the cliffs of the collective unconscious is a daunting sight indeed, and it is even harder to jump off. so, what does everyone think about breaking through and my situation?