Bored.Need to tallk.

So my boyfriend went to pick up his one friend right now. They will be back soon but im so bored right now. I havent really had the greatest day and there is nothing on tv........so bored. i feel like im going to go crazy right now. I kinda just feel like wrapping up in blankets and going to bed but i think my boyfriend might be mad...........uughhh so bored!!!!!!

 

perhaps its time to find some interests outside of your boyfriend to amuse yoursel fwith?

 

^ indeed.

 

well right now my interest is trying to find out why i cant click the back button it wont WORK!!!!!! Grrr

 

he isnt my only interest. I have interests......i love to sing,paint,make things,dance....etc.....just cant do any of those right now for a few reasons
1.im at his house
2.he will be here soon
3.i cant do anything loud because i dont want to wake the baby
4.i have a headache

 

try hitting backspace
but seriously, not to be rude, but damn near every post of yours that ive seen talks about your boyfiriend. aint nothin wrong with having an interest or two outside of that

 

Oh, well i guess all you can do is just wait. Make a paper airplane or something.

 

i do have interests outside of him.....its just right now weve been spending alot of time with our daughter and im trying to get my GED. Like i use to sing all the time but now every time i get a chance to sing either my head hurts or my daughter is asleep and i sing loud. And then painting OMG i would love to get my paints back out but i dont have enough paint and stuff to paint on etc. and i dont really have money to spend on that stuff.

 

Well once you become a mother your kind of occupied until they're grown up enough.

 

I understand and believe that you have other interests in life other than your bf.. and understand you can't really do anything much right now.. but what Allonym said is true - you seem pretty dependant on your bf, from your posts.. try and find yourself girl

 

You could go on Wikipedia and click on the random article link and read about something...random.

 

so set aside twenty bucks a month for some cheapass paints and stuff

 

It seems like you do spend alot of time focusing only on him. That's not all bad...but not all good either. You have to have your own existance without him. You said that you wanted to go to bed, but he would be upset if you did.....

Can I just say, one, what does that have to do with him? And two, what right does he have to control when you go to bed? Not trying to be mean at all, just sounds like you feel like you have to live by his whims.

 

Sorry, double post.