Hi, So I am a man who has had sex exclusively with other men. But I see these videos of women, "First time anal", crying, in pain- I feel you! I know exactly what it feels like. It's terrible! I am interested in women who have had painful, awful anal experiences, and how you dealt with it. I mean, you instinctively want to tell him to stop, but there's something in you that lets him keep going. How do you deal with it later? What do you tell yourself? "Oh, he created excrutiating agony in me when I was giving my body to him, but hey, he buys me dinner!" I mean, how do you deal with it?