i am 26 years old. i am so ugly i have scars all over my face and body. i limp. i am eastern european. i am fat. i have no food at home. i am so poor i can only eat bread and cheese. i have nothing. my dog eats more than me. my father has left. my mother is insane. i am hungry and cold most of the time. that's how i spent my childhood and that's how the rest of my life will be. they are now giving me pills and calling me mentally ill because apparently the money i earned isn't good enough for them. i have no rights because i'm just a peasant. i'm so sad. someone please help me. be my hero.
I'm sorry to hear that this is happening. I'll try to help. You may want to try calling 211 or visiting 211.org. There may be services available to you that you don't know about. You may want to see if you are eligible for disability payments, or possibly vocational assistance from your state (I'm guessing that you are in the US). You should be eligible for food stamps. 211 may be able to help you enroll in that. If you have a means to cook food, buying dry beans and cooking them is a good low cost source of nutrition. Also oatmeal. You may be able to get heating assistance. Some states offer a free energy audit for your home. Also you may be able to get free warm clothing from various private social services. I don't know what else to say for now. I wish for good things to come into your life soon.
Im so sorry to hear this, it aches my soul. But know one thing, I love you with all of my heart. No matter what you've ever done, or what you look like, or where you come from, I love you more than life itself. You are an extension of life, something we all are. And down to the very core, me, you, your dog, your parents, anyone you've ever met before are a unique extension of this source consciousness or God, or whatever you may call it. You are a beautiful infinite unique being, that doesn't get to choose one circumstance of their life here, you're just dealt a hand to play with. If you cant help it you shouldn't be judged for it, and you deserve as much love as the next person. You just have to appreciate whatever you do have, and put the power of a positive mindset and positive intention into action. It not only helps your life become more positive, but it can even make other peoples lives more positive, which is one of the most beautiful gifts you can give someone. I really hope more than anything in this world that this helps, and I hope you have a great day! If you ever just want to talk, message me. I love getting to know people and make new friends.
I don't know much about solving problems. But, it seems beans and rice go a long way. You may be overweight from an unhealthy diet that doesn't have all that you need. Cheese is very fattening, it gives calories but not all that you need. Try to find someone to work for that will teach you a trade. Find something worth learning that you find interesting. Spend a little money on books or read online for healthy and educational approaches.
You also might be able to get help from a community pantry. If you enter "community pantry in [where ever it is you live]" into a search engine, there should be some results. They may also be able to help you plan nutritious and economical meals. Food stamps might be able to help with that too. I'm sorry that you have so much suffering in your life, I hope that we can help make things better.
