I was on OCs for a year before i ever banged anything. One night someone happened to give me a clean needle and i did it 3x that night and never again. A friend accidentally threw the needle away and after that i even stopped doin opiates consistently... Also i had a bunch of friends start shooting up and watching their souls get sucked by the needle was enough to make me stop that bullshit.
"I caught you knockin at my cellar door I love you, baby, can I have some more Ooh, ooh, the damage done. I hit the city and I lost my band I watched the needle take another man Gone, gone, the damage done. I sing the song because I love the man I know that some of you dont understand Milk-blood to keep from running out. Ive seen the needle and the damage done A little part of it in everyone But every junkies like a settin sun." Neil Young
when I was a teenager yeah,, I think about it now when I got good coke .. But usually dismiss the idea. Theres nothing hard about it. I was a expert at it, like I said as A TEEN .. Im sure I could do it now. but have no interest in it now really.
Nope, I really shied away from that when I had to talk my best friend through her first experience with heroin. I'm pretty sure I kept her mind alive that night. And somehow I knew with that one fateful night that I'd hear the words, "She's dead" far too soon. I was right.