First off, when Im at home and I smoke, I smoke on my front porch, or walk around the backyard smoking a bowl. I live in the country and my mom is always at work (No she doesnt know I smoke). But I never get paranoid. My next door neighbors who have smoked longer than me (they are also like 8-10 years older than me) are CONSTANTLY paranoid when we smoke in their room. Because they live with their mom still, its a family thing, a good part of their family lives in that house, but they sleep and stay downstairs. And lately whenever we smoke I notice that my neighbors dont really like me, like they find me annoying or something. But they only find me annoying because when Im stoned Im clumsy. Anyways, lately my high always gets ruined over there because they watch DragonBallZ when we are stoned, I find that show so annoying and stupid! But they know I hate watching it, so Im thinking they are doing it to be smartasses. But when we smoke I always get bad karma and bad vibes when Im over there. Has anyone else gotten bad vibes from the people you smoke with, like feelings that they dont like you? Im not sure if its just because weed kinda makes you feel helpless and depressed or if they really dont like me. My boyfriend said that they treat me like Im a girl in their clubhouse. He goes over there with me EVERY time we smoke, so hes been there first hand. He said they acted very childish towards me, like a 10 year old. So maybe its not just the weed And now Im starting to feel like I have no friends..except for my BF.
well id never go over there since they were so much older, my brother was friends with them. and i noticed it and then asked my boyfriend if he thought they didnt like me.. and he said yes. i know im not going to go over there anymore, but they will toke us up for nothing, i mean we would return the favor when he would come over here, but they rarely come to my house, and we go over there alllll the time..
its prolley cause they just like to chill and u want to do something.. i just like to hangout.. i mean do stuff, nothing really that requires much effort. I have a friend who gets clumsy and stupid when hes high, i dont like smoking with him. I hate it when ppl cant control their weed. Thats prolley ur problem, u act to stupid for them, to put it bluntly (no pun intended). Also the fact that u are 10 years younger prolley is part of it.
Pot affects different people different ways, perhaps you should smoke less because it makes you clumsy, and they should smoke less because it makes them paranoid. You just have to remember that you can't please everyone, we're all different and not everyone is going to like you, so to hell with them if they can't accept you. Maybe since you live out in the country you don't have contact with very many people, especially in summer since school's out, so you want the few people you do come into contact with to like you, but that won't always happen. You say you're clumsy when stoned, have you ever accidentally broken anything of theirs? After that it would be only natural for them to find your clumsiness annoying.
"Anyways, lately my high always gets ruined over there because they watch DragonBallZ when we are stoned, I find that show so annoying and stupid! But they know I hate watching it, so Im thinking they are doing it to be smartasses. But when we smoke I always get bad karma and bad vibes when Im over there." So don't get high with them anymore, problem solved. "Has anyone else gotten bad vibes from the people you smoke with, like feelings that they dont like you?" All the time I get this. I also get peranoid on how to acxt so i sit in silence for at least a half hour.Back ion the day when I used to get very high i would just sit starring at my friend just letting my mind wonder off. She used to think i was giving off bad vibes but i wouldn't even know i was lookin at her. "Im not sure if its just because weed kinda makes you feel helpless and depressed or if they really dont like me." I'd have to say it's the mixture of the two.
