No. I'm 58 and would like to have at least another 20 years. When it happens I hope I go peacefully. So what's your story?
I'm just more interested in what follows this life. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSUIQgEVDM4&feature=related"]The Doors - The End (original) - YouTube Definitley want that played at my funeral; just to make it that much more emotional.
I don't want to kill myself—that's not the way I am, I'll go when it's my time. But I'm excited about finding out what comes next.
I want to hang around in my house for at least a month, get all bloated and explode. would be nice if I could be the fly on the wall, and see it when all happens..
When you consider how many life forms there are whose existence must totally suck, we are incredibly lucky to be born as humans. The chance of being reborn as a human (or some other fortunate being) is pretty remote. I am not anxious to give up this precious existence.
I'm curious as to what happens after death but wouldn't say I'm looking forward to dying. I can imagine being 90 years old, having lived life and been proud of your achievements and being content and ready for death. I am scared of dying before I've lived though and I haven't lived yet. Being terminally ill also petrifies me, too.
So what happens when you find out that this is it. You don't get anymore chances. I'm going to go kicking and scratching.
WTH!?! ?looking forward to dying? not hardly.. I'm not afraid of it, it's a natural process and it happens to everyone. There is no excaping it. You can run but you cant hide from it but I dont want to rush it or dwell upon it. I want to LIVE. We are not 'tangable' in Spirit form, only when we are on earth are we flesh and blood. To feel, hear, see, smell, taste, Experience. The ride ends soon enough, why hurry it up, why dwell on the negitive aspect between Birth and Death. It is not Life and Death for Life is Eternal. If Death was better then life, it would challenge one to be born in the first place. No mortal man really 'knows' what lay beyond death. No one has returned to tell us. If there were a way to 're-visit' earth after death, I would have thought Houdini would have been the one to do it as he promised his wife' he would come back and tell her what it's like on the otherside' if there was any way possible to acomplish it. He has not fulfilled that promise as of yet, nor has anyone else for that matter. I believe, the only way to return to Earth is through the Birth Canal. We vibrate on a different frequency that inhibits Spirit form to enter earth's vibrational flow without being shielded, as in a vehical, a body mass to contain it. All one can do is Have Faith and Hope. I feel kinda sorry for you, sorry bc you have nothing so dear to you that you'd never volunteerly give it up on a 'maybe'. Looking forward to death is gruesome, dark and I hope you find some Light to brighten your path so you can experience life and the beauty it holds.
I'm pretty petrified of death, particularly premature death. But I guess death always seems premature when it's happening to you.