yea i know right lol. but actually i personally havent but ive had friends that actually took too MANY pills and rolled TOO hard...almost to like the point of panic ya know...
i once stepped into a mall while rolling, and had a bit of a panic attack because every single person i saw was either depressed or angry. You know how it is, middle of the day on a weekday, everyone's lives suck, etc. no love, i felt so exposed, like if they could see into my heart they would turn furious and tear me to shreds. i got out of there and went back to the forest alone.
Yea I once went into a mall rolling face and it was such an uncool atmosphere. It made me feel really paranoid too. Also I saw my parents 50 feet away from me. If they saw me I wouldve been dead lol. But to answer the question I guess when I saw my parents at the mall that was a horrible experience, the only bad one I've had rolling. It scared me so bad i wanted to throw up. Once we left the mall the rest of the roll was good.
First time I rolled..... I didnt realize it at the time but I must have been CHEWING on my lips because when I woke up in the morning they looked like purple pillows. I had to endure many taunts at work that day. It sucked
*public places *even worse, maybe the worst, public transit!!!!!!!!!!!! *baaad company (like someone whose wavelength you just CAN NOT GET, someone you can't jive with at all) *piperzines or bad pills All you need is a nice setting, good pills and nice company and you're set for the best time of your life though
I rolled too hard. wasn't fun. I felt so good that I got wrapped up in the impossibility of me feeling so good.
blech my buddy ate a piperazine pill the other day after I told him all about pipes and how I knew it was a pipey pill, and how they belong in the garbage. He wanted to take 2 but I convinced him to take only one even if he felt pretty good at first. the next day he was in miserable shape and flushed the other pill down the toilet. I guess he didn't trust information that came from the internet lol.
i've heard of people getting overly emotional and having a bad trip, maybe some bad memories surfacing or something like that. never seen it though.
Never really had a bad trip on mdxx. But have been in some boring environments to effect it. Once i rolled for 3 and a half days. It felt like fluid was in my brain or something. (pretty dumb i know and vowed not to do that again) Also it seemed to give me a lingering heart pounding/anxiety sensation for a couple months. Definitely learned to space em out to once a month tops to keep healthy.
I took 5 pills in a pretty short space of time and didn't feel too good. It felt weird even just moving a hand about. Thought they might have been something other than mdma but my friends were ok on the same ones.
Red Cupids got me so high that I got that almost "too good" feeling and then it was totally up and down from there. Total euphoria and then overwhelming almost to the point of panic. These may have been MDA. I kinda have a problem where I get paranoid about my heart/random pains (and associate them with something bad). My mind takes too much control sometimes lol. I noticed that with Blue Pokeballs I had numerous instances where I could have flipped out, but I just went with it and stayed happy. I might just be super sensitive to MDMA? I just need to drink before-hand to loosen up probably
the problem with "ecstacy" today is that as we all know, so much of what is being sold is not even mdma at all, or has very little mdma in it. It has even gotten to the point in some areas (such as toronto) where the term ecstacy, E, or Pills is not even necessairily expected to be mdma at all, and one has to specify that they want PURE MDMA in order to (hopefully) obtain this. This being said, I believe that it would be near impossible to have a shit time on pure mdma if used infrequently. But with all the shit chem-cocktails sold as ecstacy these days, its no wonder that so many people are having bad trips.
when people aren't on the same level as me i get upset. i turn into a really touchy feely person when i roll (complete opposite when sober) and if people aren't hugging me as hard as i hug them, or i get the feeling that they're getting annoyed with me asking for hugs all the time i start getting a little uneasy.
i remember many years ago when e pills werent really being faKED LIKE TODAY.I WAS WITH MY SISTER AND A BUNCH OF HER FRIENDS AND WE WERE AT A CLUB.WE ALL TOOK A HIT OF E,THEN AS THE HIT WORE OFF WE ALL DECIDED TOO TAKE ANOTHER 1,THE THING I DIDNT REALIZE IS THAT THE CLUB WAS CLOSING RIGHT AFTER WE POPPED IT.WE WENT BACK TOO OUR BEACH HOUSE AND MY SUIS AND ALL HER FRIENDS WERE SITTING AROUND A CAMPFIRE OR SOMNE SHIT,AND I WASNT REALLY INTO WHATEVER THEY WERE DOING ,ALL OF A SUDDEN MY HEART STARTED BEATING UNCONTROLLABLY.I FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK.I TOLD MY SISTER,.SHE SORT OF SHRUGGED IT OFF,I WENT TO A DIFF ROOM THINKING MAYBEY I CAN RELAX.I REALLY FELT LIKE I NEEDED TOO GO TOO THE HOSPITAL BUT NOBODY REALLY BELIEVED ME FOR SOME REASON.AND FINALLY after 3 hours of intense pain it started wearing off.thart had too be the worst night evert
Jeeze dude I know EXACTLY how you feel. One of my early mushroom trips was in the mall... It was like robots man, cold, metal robots, zipping around on a track. No love. No smiles. Someone buys a drink, walks away.
Can only echo what others have said, when ive had good clean mdma its been marvelous, very rewarding substance. But with todays combination pills you just dont know what to expect anymore, ive had one or 2 bad ones on mixing diffo pills up through the night, one night i remember being sick at an after party and everytime the sick seemed like black liquid, like oil, thinking back it was prob just stomach bile (sp) that night was realy unpleasent, which was a shame as we ended up meeting new peeps and going back to a differant town to an after party, and i couldnt kick off and dance at all because of my realy touchy stomach. Ive also been too high on a few occasions, where ive been in pure ecstasy, but even breathing in and out made me feel sick, and had too just lay on my mates front room floor and roll about with my eyes in the back of my head, was mint when it subsided a little and i could function normally again though.
