To everyone taking LSD and other entheogens this Halloween weekend, i say ENJOY! i believe i am going to try to attempt something a bit harder core than my usual - i am WAY past due for this, assuming i get it right. No guarantees because the stressors and bullshit factors have been flowing thick and fast so plans can easily get cancelled or changed. i live with a husband who isn't that thrilled about drugs, but hell, what's he gonna do? Maybe he'll just play video games all day or perhaps hit a museum. i'm sure he'll stay nicely amused. i know better than to even try to ask him if he'd like to join me. i have not been able to get past what i call "the giggles" with LSD for over a year. i have not been able to fully, 100% launch on DMT for close to a year. . . My plan is to take 4-5 WoW doses (If i do this it will be the largest WoW dose consumed to date, brrrrrp), tuck myself firmly into bed (purge bucket on hand just in case) with a nice repetoire of music, my cats, some tissues, journal open, my blindfold and, he he, my DMT pipe loaded with slightly stronger (shudder) than 1:1 changa. Gonna try to take DMT hits 2-3 times, including at the peak. Maybe i'll eat some Halloween candy when i come down. Maybe not. Looking forward to this with admittedly a modicum of trepidation. What do i fear? Continuing to get slammed with the stuff that has been sinking my ship recently. But, if it is meant to be, it is meant to be, right? And a lot of it has to do with existentialism, death, dying and loss of loves. i find deep, profound psychedelic experiences to be very helpful with this material when nothing else is. i hate wasting my life getting bogged down in this stuff and need a "breakthrough." i'm not sure if a strong psychedelic experience will do it this time or not but i am willing to try. i do not expect any sort of instant healing, fix or resolution but often i come out of these kind of things just generally feeling better and more reassured about the nature of life, death and The Universe. That is the true magic of the psychedelic experience for me - how it can not only change my perceptions and feelings but also how it can (sometimes literally) take me so much outside of myself that i gain new perspectives (helpful ones) from the lofty heights and hellish depths . . .
that sounds great. i would never attempt anything like that yet but id defiantly say you have more experience than me in this realm of the unknown one day i may get to that point but well see where everything leads cant wait to read the report. ill be posting one this weekend aswell
Good journeys to you Spicey. I hope you find the courage to let go of everything, hopefully Lucy helps with that. I'm excited to hear this will be your highest LSD dose. 4-5 good blotters is nothing short of life changing Yesterday and today I've been contemplating writing my 3 shiva experience, I will get to that soon, I feel I am able to say something of worth now maybe. I will be tripping this weekend too for SURE, just haven't figured out what. Either 2c-b or LSD + 2c-b I wish you had a better setting than at home though! A high dose LSD experience is, I'm sorry to say, in my opinion, wasted if not done in nature but this may be different for you. I really would save it for some breathtaking vista, at the top of a mountain, somewhere. The tryptamines are so bafflingly alien and cosmic that it doesn't matter in a sense where you are, they are not focused on your surroundings as much as your being. LSD is more about your integration with your surroundings, or something like that. Anyways I'll be interested to hear your results and hopefully I can get my TR written before this weekend and maybe that will give you some food for thought. I consider 3 shivas to be high dose btw. Maybe I can capture a mere sprinkle of a speck of a glimmer of the blinding, full spectrum, surging colossus of holy power that I drowned in on that day. :sunny:
Thanks Mr. Writer. You have been a bit of an inspiration to me on this front - time to get past the giggles. This will not be my biggest dose ever, he he - that is FIRMLY in my past i am confident. But, definately the biggest one of WoW without tolerance and the biggest one since last March when i gobbled 8 album covers and took DMT hits. Plus this time, regardless of the total dose, my intention is to take it all at once. Yeah, i wish i had easier access to nature. i do have my cats, plants, cactus, etc. There are certain advantages (the politics, the annonymity, the rent control, the privacy, etc.) of "ultimate urban living," and certain downsides too. . . But, even when in a forest, at a beach or a psychedelic festival, i tend not to dose this hard . . . again, this is if i can pull it off. No guarantees, but that's part of the fun.
I've always preferred to take high doses of LSD at home, late at night, and then walk around outdoors when the Sun shows up drinking brewskis. I find it easier to be in doors because of less anxiety, it allows me to close my eyes and sink in without worrying about any communication.
And by the way, my last big trip was with 4 doses of white on white in 2008. Let's just say that when the peak came, there was no need for DMT lol. I don't think I could have even managed to hold a pipe, let alone smoke one. I believe I made a thread about it around an hour or so after, something about an alley cat coming over to eat trash.... I was drinking Grey Goose out of the bottle by that point though.
LOL! The beauty of what i have planned is that the DMT will already be part of the enhanced herbal blend (changa) and will be pre-loaded into the vaporgenie pipe. No need to fumble crystal into a tiny hole in a meth pipe i can barely see, much less measure, he he. Also, i do not drink and find the LSD/ethanol combination to be uniformly (for me) dark and ruinous of a good acid trip. If i had consumed brewskis or Grey Goose during any LSD trip these days, there's no way i would even be able to think about the DMT pipe, much less raise it to my lips in a shaky hand . . .
hmm, a month or so ago you didn't:tongue: that's ok though, i just might get to find out for myself. spicey, the most hits i've ever eaten at once was 4 white ones. but that may not have been my highest dose of LSD. is it just me or do people seem to talk about WoW like its dosage is standardized or something? i imagine one could get WoW that is of varying potency, or even the dreaded bunk hits. i don't me (just) you. but all the "WoW" i've tasted has been decently potent, so maybe it IS usually good. i took the four at my house, and then went for a walk to the park in the winter.
Very well could be, all I know is every hit of WOW that has ever been dealt has been dosed exactly the same.
hi spicey enjoy it some words of wisdom here assorted with misinformation not from you LOL. to use your head you have to go out of ur mind
LOL! Thanks folks. GB i was just joking because i kinda thought you might be with that "standardized dose" number going down into hundredth's of micrograms, LOL. But, yeah, now that i think about it, they have been remarkable consistent, clean, smooth and strong relative to other types of paper that have been made available to me in the past year or so.
Always wondered, for people that never even enjoyed being out in nature in the first place, should an LSD experience really be done there? I mean, I think I've went on 4 intentional 'walks' my entire life.
Well, you may learn to love nature if you find yourself alone or with a close friend in a place such as the picture below (or my sig!) Makes me all cuddly inside to think of my 6 hit hofmann breakthrough and those mountains.
Haha nature is great on pretty much all psychedelics including ecstasy. But I actually think mushrooms are the best naturey drug to me. Mushrooms have always been all earthy to me and lsd has been more cerebral, like meeting the inner workings of the mind so I'm inside alot on LSD usually either out at an event or at a house. If I had both I'd take mushrooms camping and LSD at a concert everytime.
I wish you great trip Spicey!!! Just go for it like there is no tomorrow, those deep, deep trips I find most benefitial, even if they don't look like that at the time of happening. I wish I can join you, but eh..... anyway I wish you find all those things you are looking for, and many more that you can't see existing in this moment. Looking forward to a TR!