another pointless self pity thread...

Things I hate...

Loneliness
Desperation
Isolation
Depression
Joyless excess
Always feeling ill
Always feeling tired
Insomnia
Always driving away people I care about
Pusillanimity
Laziness
Paranoia
Pointlessness
Hurting those around me
Not caring about anything
Getting hurt
Being so thin skinned
Not being able to get out of bed
No motivation
No future
No life
Worthlessness
Always losing my socks

 

I have a spare pair of socks you can have?

I love you Mr Jon

Love Clairexxx

 

aaaaaw

i wana give pitty , but im not sure if i where giveing self pitty would that just mean that i was giveing myself pitty instead of you...owwwhhhhhoooo noooooo
its a tramatic thinking circle of a paradox ahhhh ...im stuk in a looop

weee
hey this is kina trippy......

 

Things I hate ...

being at work at 4.30am instead of in bed...

I also have spare socks people can come and borrow though they may not match...

 

cosy feet

 

cold feet... now everyone has my socks!!!

 

its freezing here at work...

 

*passes Koolaid a blanket and a hot cup of coffee*

 

why thank you.....Now if you can just get everyone to go to sleep I can get back to my book...

 

nope we are all having too much fun

book? I thought you were working ... gawd some people have it easy

 

easy!!! I think I have talked to every loony in Wiltshire tonight....and its not even full moon...

My book is looking at me lovingly just waiting to be read.....

So whats your excuse for being up at 04:05???

 

awww *hugs*

Keep smiling

Love Clairexxx



p.s. I have gone nocturnal

 

was just getting into book and your post came through....he he


how far off thread has this gone.....

 

it's gone too far off thread

put the mouse down and step away from the pc!

what book?

 

is called five people you meet in heaven.....

Was recomended by a friend......am just starting it..

 

I have got an old coat here ya can borrow....

and a nip of whiskey if ya fancy it....

Now stop ya moaning

 

Loneliness-Consolation
Desperation-Hope
Isolation-Connection
Depression-Joy
Joyless excess-Surprised enjoyment in moderate things.
Always feeling ill-Suddenly feeling well
Always feeling tired-Now feeling fresher
Insomnia-Being able to drift into nice heavy bodied sleep
Always driving away people I care about-Feeling approachable by friends
Pusillanimity-Sorry, I don't know this one
Laziness-Motivation and interest
Paranoia-Intuition and confidence
Pointlessness-Meaning
Hurting those around me-Fun to be around
Not caring about anything-Feeling concern for stuff I can change
Getting hurt-Feeling safe and enjoying life to the full
Being so thin skinned-Being sensitive, having "a gift"
Not being able to get out of bed-Curiousity to get out of bed on waking.
No motivation-Interest
No future-Always the possibility of good future, even if we cannot yet see.
No life-Pleasure in life, no specific reason.
Worthlessness-Value
Always losing my socks-Wearing odd socks, but try and get them the same length.

Yin - Yang, somewhere in the middle

Impludo