(Another)Haven't Been Here In a While(Thread)

Damn. I miss the days where I could always come here, and tune out of my life for a little bit and read about everyone else's.
Since I've been gone I ran away, then moved in with a friend. We all worked everything out with my parents and stuff and now its cool that I'm staying with someone else.

I have a question. I purposely saved it, to ask you guys here what you all think.
Do you think we as humans really have a sub-concious?

Back when I was reading about it, and learning all these things, I never knew that there was like, millions of other people who say its all wrong and there's no such thing. I personally say yes, but I'm not sure if its what I really believe, or if its just because I'm biased since I read about it being real first.


Also, I got wasted for the first time the other night. I have drank alot before, but never really got shi-faced, but Friday night had all the right circumstances to do so, so I did. It was pretty damn fun with all the guys around, and then some girls (22 years of age) came, and apparently I pissed them off because I saw her toenails were American flags and her husband is in the war. and I'm against it, so I guess I said something mean.
But I still remember just about everything, and remember being completely coherent. So I'm not sure if I really reached the limit or not. Every time I'm under the influence of anything, I always tell myself I'm only not normal because of the substance, but I figured, I wouldn't be able to think that logically being so drunk. But I could, and I didn't do anything stupid. But I still could walk straight or look straight to save my life. And the WHOLE next day I felt like shit And of course after the experience, I need not try it again. I'm content with that

Love you guys.

 

I can always think perfectly normal when I'm drunk. It's the extra things that are really stupid that come into my head that I worry about.

 

you guys just aren't drinking enough

 

Right-o

 

This isn't thread related, but my I moved out and went to TX and the OR and my parents hated it. I know how hard it is to be OK with your parents again and shit, so gratz on working it all out! I know me leaving was a good decision and I'm way happier now that I did it, hope you're in the same boat