what was to be a celebration of my new job last night turned into a fucking night of foolishness and idiocy. im just going through some shit now and it is REAL HARD for me on so many levels. it can get to he point where... i become a little self destructive. the point is, i REALLY love trish and i want her to be ok and be with me. but these things take time...i know this. i know she needs her space. im just trying REAL hard to be patient and i will. its just hard to be patient when you finally meet the person and have a fucking BLAST, but then not be able to see them in the flesh for awhile. i really love her and would do anything for her. it just breaks my hearty not being able to hold her in my arms because i can close my eyes anytime of the day and feel it. i am REALLY proud of her for the steps shes taking, to improve her life. i also have a tendancy of constantly trying to instill how much i love a woman. i just really care about her, and want to see her one last time...
daaaaaaaaamn, I sure wish I could fall in love in the forums, or have someone fall madly in love with lil ol me.. now wouldnt that just be the bomb? NOT!! ha ha!! Its nice that you care for Trish so deeply, lets just hope its as genuine as you are making it sound, and that it isnt some fucked up internet game.
Damn, I missed all the excitement again. I just gotta get over that sleeping at night thing. I miss it all everytime.
ya know that sleeping at night thing will get us all the time hippieinmyhead..so sucks to want to sleep at night.
