I didn't see a place where this would exactly fit in so ithought here would be ok. Ok I think my sexual tastes are all over the map. first and formost, I do consider myself straight. I do like gurls ALLOT but I do have a tad bit of curriousity for the other sex. very limited but still Anyways, heres my thing. I have this huge desire, oh this will be hard to explain ugh! I like the idea of not wanting to be a girl really persay but I like the idea of acting like one. Not like Physicaly acting like a girl but the physcological aspects of a girl. Example: I have been posting pics of me on a message board and have had a nice following of mostly guys that have been complimenting me and what not. To me, this is a HUGE turn on! I feel like I have this power to turn these guys on and it is a rush! I like possing like you see all these porn girls do. I like possing in sexy creative poses and posting them for these guys to look at. In a wierd way it fullfills or makes me thing wow this is what gurls feel like when they do this and its incredible erotic to me. I like the whole possing and acting out like the girls that pose for guys. So I guess what I Am asking is am I normal??? I mean, I am a guy I do guy things I like gurls But I don't think any REAL manly man would ever post pics of himself for other guys to look at. As far as other stuff, Well I find it to be a turn on at the thought of giving another guy a BJ. I amnot into like kissing or anything like that I am very limited in some things with that. I dunno I am embarressed to admit this here but I have this crazy thing where I like to be treated like a sluty girl. I know I am not and that doesn't make sense to me. I mean, I like the emotional and pychological asspects of it all like the thought of being treated like a girl. If that makes any sense. Like you see in those really chessy porno movies where the girl is just treated like a total object thats what I fantasize about. Like the humilation aspect and being used or forced to do things I guess. So what does this all say about me???? Should I feel guilty? Or is this ok? I hope what I said made some sense because I dunno of anywhere else I can talk about this stuff to.
it's your fantasy and if it makes u feel good then u should just take it as it is. feeling guilty doesn't solve anything in life, it'll only cause u problems with your health -- physical and mental. i don't think this qualifies u as messed up. it's a fantasy. the way i see it it's just one which is psychological in nature. in that it has a psychological precondition for achieving sexual pleasure. actually i know of quite a lot of guys who get off on the humiliation thing. both -- being humiliated and/or being the one doing humiliation. it's not that rare. the thing i didn't get from your post was: are u turned on by just that --- being humiliated and forced to do things or do u need to think of yourself as being a girl in addition to it?
Same thing as the B&D thing, CEO or Judge that spends his week ordering about people, that builds up, feels guilty about it, ends up paying some chick $300 bucks an hour to treat him like dirt. For that hour she's in total control, he can deal with his guilt in his own little world. What you mentioned you see in some guys, especially ones that go through a lot of girls or are only used to playing the aggressor. Releasing that guilt over objectifying some women by being objectified yourself. A lot more common than you think. Watching hubby get done by another guy or doing the hubby with a strap on is a big one for some girls, like its payback for some of the crap they've had to put up from men, even if its directed at a guy thats not one of the crappy ones
well my sexuaal Icangetturned on by anumber ofthings like with a girl it can be the fact she wears glasses or has cute feet. Umm with getting arroused the other way yes Ihave to be in that sluty girl mode to be arroused.If I get up and Iam feeling manly lol I have nothing to do with the fantasy but If I get into the mood I have tothink of being that sluty little girl foced to dothings and thats where the arousual comes in Does that make sense?
well the thing is it's possible to think of yourself as slutty and girly without the masculinity thing while still retaining your sense of self as male too. i mean -- do u want the guys to think of u as a girl who acts slutty, or a male who is like a slutty girl? two different things. i'm just trying to understand which one it is u're talking about.
HMMMM good question. I guess in my mind I like to think that I am this sluty girl as in at that moment wish I was a girl. As far as how others saw me hmmmm I dunno I guess it really doesn't matter to me much its more like how I feel ya know. If they want to hink of me as either its ok ya know
well, like i said --- this doesn't make you messed up. we all have our fantasies. u just have to find someone who'd want to do that to you=)
Wow, oh my god, you are a freak. The forum description says "You're not alone" but you sir, are alone on this one. Never have I heard of this before in my entire 50 years of studying psychology.You, need serious medication before this problem gets turned into the FBI for further investigation.
