Ok, so as most of you know, a while back I lost my friends Austin to suicide. Like last week, this other kid at our school, Kaleb, died of an OD on like zantex [which you have to take a shit load to OD on]. The school is doing a shit load of stuff for him. they are giving him a memoriable something or other, collecting money for his family, serving his favorite food for like the week. Shit like that. When Austin died, they didn't do shit. I mean nothing. He died on a sunday and on tuesday the school was basically telling us to go back to class and get over it. He still doesn't have a fucking tree [when a student at our school dies, they put up a tree with a sign and shit]. kaleb was found with 15-20 [Some of the people are saying 30, others say as low as 15, i figured this was acturate enough] zanex in his system. Nothing but zanex. Austin was found completely clean of everything. no drugs, no alcohol, no nothing. So, the kid who OD's, the chicken shit suicide, get's a fuck load of shit for him. Austin, the kid who hang's himself from the rafters of his fucking room in his fucking basement, feeling actual fucking pain for his actions, get's shit. Get's nothing. I think that's fucking bullshit. Do you think I'm being bitchy about this?