Back when my sexuality was developing - - sixty some years ago - - society’s views on sex were much different than they are now. Oral sex is only for perverts! Only losers masturbate! Good girls don’t like sex! There was very little porn! I was 19 years old when the first issue of Playboy was printed. From 11 or 12 I masturbated as many as seven times each day …. often with my buddy that had taught me how to do it … but I KNEW that he was weird … what about me? We touched each other’s cocks once … even talked about sucking each other one time. I just knew that I was a pervert! When I was 13 I masturbated my dog once … (or twice) … wanted him to lick my cock …. I was sure that I was the only person in the world this perverted! When I was 16 (maybe 15) I had never really heard of oral sex …. my girl friend was in the back seat of my car … had her panties down … skirt up … we had been petting … I don’t know where it came from, but I had a sudden very strong urge to push my face into her wet pussy. I did! It was wonderful! And in less than five seconds she pushed me away … hard … and told me that if I ever tried that again we were over. Now I really knew that I was perverted! Many, many years go by … a couple of marriages … and now that I'm a solo-sexual I find myself masturbating twice a day ... often watching a lot of video clips of guys masturbating … genital close-ups only … full-body turns me off …. Sometimes watch trannies masturbating … full-body and face … stroking to cumming …. gets me super hot if she/he is pretty …. wanting to tease, stroke, and suck some of them! Now I’m beginning to again think that I am perverse. Am I? I love to masturbate and ride the edge!
not a pervert at all, just a sexual being...if you're not hurting anyone do what feels right, and if you are hurting anyone- make sure you have their consent to do so
According to what you said, I see you as a very normal man who lived in an abnormal society. Felt different inside, but 'knew' in his heart he was doing nothing wrong. Sex is beautiful, but the more religious the society becomes, and the more backwards, the more sex and even 'love' are restricted.
god damn.....heh, perhaps its a generational thing, but if she did that to me i'd have said fine, if you wont allow that then i guess we're over! damn....a girl has to be out of her mind to not like oral sex.... anyway, don't stress out. enjoy yourself. you're not hurting anybody. trannies sure as hell don't get me off, but whats the harm in you enjoying whatever it is you enjoy, even if its not the most...usual...of desires? its your life and considering the time in which you grew up i can see there would be some strange and perhaps unhealthy ideas about sex and morality which might make you question yourself, but what it all boils down to is this: do your desires or urges hurt yourself or anyone else?? no. are they unhealthy? no. whose business is it besides your own?? nobody's! just relax and enjoy it, man! i can't say i can relate to wanting to watch guys taking care of business, but if its what does it for you, then more power to ya.:cheers2: oh hey, considering what types of things you enjoy in terms of pornography these days, you're probably aware of this already....but sex toys aren't just for women anymore....they make soft, stretchy "pussies" and such for guys....a little lube and its ready to go. of course given the nature of the beast you have to be careful about cleaning them out well and all that jazz, but they're around and if you don't have a partner to help you out they're really a godsend. they aren't the real thing, but feel way nicer than just a dry, bare hand. a lot of companies sell this type of thing online and offer simple, discrete shipping and packaging, so nobody needs to know whats inside. a well respected company for these and similar adult products is called adam and eve, or something like that... http://www.adamevetoys.com/sex-toys/masturbators-c-570.aspx probably know they exist i'm sure...but if you dont have a partner and you want the next best thing, give one a try. they aren't all the most durable products, though, so know they may sometimes need to be replaced. just relax and enjoy yourself man, don't stress out about something so silly!:cheers2:
I think that in generations passed there was this social norm just like he said...women weren't allowed to like sex nor men for that matter. It was for one reason and one reason only and that was to pro-create and serve the book god. I don't think you're a perv at all.
Thanks for all the support y’all …. MaryJ … Eternal Soul … ÐÑÇämþër … Exactly my point Nesta …. it was a different world in 1950! Duh! Over the years I’ve had two wives … total of over twenty years …. and both of them gave me superb head and hand …. plus a couple of long-term girl friends that were deeply into oral sex …. they all taught me a huge amount about what my cock liked …. exactly how to touch it … how to caress and tease it …. And after 12+ years of solo-sexing my hands take me to the edge, keep me there, and get me off better than any of them ever did! I don’t need (or want) toys, porno, or help …. just my highly talented fingers. Sometimes a touch of guilt tarnishes my masturbating ... and again …. thanks for your support y’all …. I love masturbating and riding the edge!
All animals give off pheremones by way of giving off sexual scent signals. Whether you are consciously aware of it or not, once aroused these signals are heightened exponentially, and consequentially it is no wonder that instinct drives you directly to the source of the scent. Humans have this thing which is unique among all the animal kingdom of a desire to control their base instincts. Basically, the whole concept of 'perversion' is an unnatural, man made thing, and therefore a perversion in itself.
