youve been sad for too long if we all lived in a neighborhood, i would be picking you up by the back of your pants and taking you to disneyland or jamaica or something CHEER UP! theres so much to be happy about, and if you can't find anything that means you need to make something! Be happy youre alive and that you have arms and legs and can talk! and be glad you have friends and a family, even if you dont get along! go to a nursery, buy some plants and some seeds so that you may watch them grow, i go out into my garden first thing every day when i wake up, so i can see how my tomatos and radishes and soybeans are coming along, and i'm always glad to see that the tomatos are a little bigger, and the strawberries are a little redder dont look back on the bad things that have happened, your shadow is behind you, theres no use dwelling on what you cant change! i dont feel sorry for you and you shouldnt feel sorry for yourself! no matter what's happening in your life, you can take control of whats happening for yourself! make your life go places! find something that you really, truly enjoy, and do it!
No, I'm not going to be happy I'm alive, what's the use? Buying plants & seeds costs money, which I have none of at this moment. And NO, I don't even have a dollar. I don't care if you feel sorry for me or not, and BTW, I have NO control over my situation! Exactly. If you were in my shoes, you'd reconsider. Sure, my life will improve someday, but for now it's pretty damned shitty. I wish I could fast forward or rewind life right now.
You're right about one thing, I am definitely a loser. You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, you’re holding The rope and I’m taking the fall Cause I’m a loser I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?
seriously, why are you guys so damn depressed? youre living life, welcome to it get over your problems, i try to give you something to be positive about and all you can do is mope around its annoying let your problems make you stronger, learn from them, my sister disappeared for months, i didnt know if she was alive or dead in a gutter, my brother was a heroin addict and got beat up by drug dealers who broke his nose, my family had no money what'd they do? my sister called and said she was ok, she was off of cocaine and had a job my brother is detoxing with a friend a few towns away, and my dad got another job they fixed their problems, and they're much stronger people for coming through this STOP COMPLAINING!
im not complaining cause my life sucks or its hard or anyhting...its just boring...nothing ever happens to me...
*sniffle* well by and by, i'll just eat worms, and then i'll die, and you'll all be sorry that you picked on meee i think that's how it goes..
ed you dont know whats going on in my life ok god i just want to die and everyone needs to go to hell and screw themselves
I am Epileptic, Autistic, athasmatic, I have flat feet and Every member of my family for the past three generations who is currently dead, died of something that puts me at risk of dying from it (think cancer, heart disease, alzeimers, hypothyroidism, hyperthyroidism) And I am vaguely happy (despite having a dark sense of humor and the occasional angry black day) So Muahahahaha
