I been feeling kind of out of it and depressed lately. I just think differently from everyone else. My thoughts and dreams are different and people never usually want to understand my way of thinking. I'd love to travel around the world, visit paris, all sorts of countries including London and or Britain, then I'd love to march in protests and fight for what I believe. My pap usually says "you have to get a job", but I usually hate to have to dress up and work to the bone for money like I do all the time. I've never had a real best friend before, that's sad. I've had friends and acquaintances, but never best friends, or people who thought the way I do, and it's hard to fit in with people who only like hip hop and reggae and insult you for liking rock and classic rock. Sheesh. Sucks being different.