My lover and I regularly stay up all night having sex, playing with each other, talking, etc. We've been together unofficially (sexing but not "dating") for a year and dating for about 5 months. I have always had a good libido, but I never dreamed sex could get so good! The best part is that our relationship isn't all about sex. We give each other little suprises, make time for each other, and are conscious of having "personal space" and there are other signs of "love". I've always been cinical of claims of "in-love", but this feels real. Am I crazy to think this might be it? Does "in love" exist? I've never been dumped, I've always been the one to do the dumping. I've never really been that into any of my lovers. I mean, I'll love them, sure. But in-love? no way, and there are always more fish in the sea. Now, though, I am sure I would cry if he left me, and that's saying something. maybe I've never been this infatuated before? or is it love? I feel like he might be my soul mate but I don't want to give in to the desire if I'm going to get burned for it later.