Ain't Too Proud To Chat..

Have y'all ever noticed that some people are genuinely insanely devoted to themselves and put themselves above all others?

Even though that may be considered a narcissistic disorder they aren't considered "crazy"...but I think someone that is a total egoist should be diagnosed with a mental disorder.

I also think the term "crazy" should be redefined to start with, and then beyond that I think everybody is a little crazy. I know I am; but anyway...people that flip out for no reason other than whatever wires in their already addled brain get crossed drive me crazy. And I mean that kind of behavior makes me feel about a short hair from snapping because you can't debate, argue nor explain how an egoist narcissist's thinking is wrong or even flawed (to them) because any logical argument would involve pointing out another's feelings and/or viewpoints. When someone else comes into the conversation their eyes glaze over and they go BUT MEEEEE!

_____________________________


Yeah - Spaceman uses the word toy a whole different way that me too. lol

 

Now there are people with genuine mental problems (that don't involve narcissism and being self-absorbed) and they don't drive me crazy. I've always (even until present) had a desire to reach them and help them if possible.

Maybe one day when my over 20 yr old weed possession charges don't seem so immensely important to these people here in SC I can volunteer to work with people that have mental issues....but for SURE AND CERTAIN when I am able to live normally (please God let that happen!) I will be volunteering at the local animal shelter. It is a no-kill shelter so I'm really proud my county has that.

 

You have a drug charge?
You get cooler every week.

I have 2x speeding fines... Over a decade ago lol. Which I'm pretty proud of to tell truths. That was when I first got my lisence. Lol. I member the first one I knew I was going to be pulled up the police caught me going opposite way. I pulled over before he flashed me and he went easy on me, taking me down to under 15km over or else I would have lost my lisence I think. Then few years later I pass a van at night, I knew he got me and I didn't bother to slow down once I see him. So I got that fine too was on the way to work one night late.

Just not into speeding or anything now. I class myself as a safe driver since teen days and my record reflect this. I only do racing in sims, where non pro racers SHOULD race.

 

its easy like sunday morning

 

190 in a 90....pulled over by 3 cruisers all spread across the 3 lanes of the highway......dude did not speak other than

license ownership and insurance please.........he came back a few minutes later and handed me a ticket and said ''slow down or you're gonna kill someone'' and that was that.....if it happened today it would be on the news and on the front page....they would take my car for a week and give me upto a 5000 dollar fine........i think the ticket was 300 dollars....they would also pile on dangerous and careless plus search the car

...the underwear shot?

 

to answer your question, I don't want to kiss her anymore. shes the kinda of person that does not take broken up for an answer.. shes a fucking slob that I am only tolerating . I should stop refering her as my gf. tbh, i can't stomach her much anymore. .

 

Yikes, Orison. I am sorry that you are in that position. Domestic disharmony is so distressing, since home should be a place you go for respite from chaos.

 

Animals are always a good choice. They cannot speak for themselves and are innocent and without ego and malice.

 

Guy at hockey today took a slap shot I blocked it with my stick. My stick broke so I used my spare. My spare stick sucks. Had a horrible game the rest of the day.
I have 2 other cheap sticks. Guess I should make the trip to get a decent one.

 

Too Sweet..

 

no the fat old naked slut

youre lucky you cant see all albums

 

she a good drama queen, if shes not starting shit with me, shes doing it with her family .. if she stays there, shes texting me books that I dont care to even reply to. Ive told her those texts are enough to build a fine PFA case. she a mental case .. she said this morning shit about me driving, like we're going to get pulled over.. bitch is goofy as fuck. I dont give a shit about the police, how in the does a person get pulled over being aware of what the fuck is going on.. stemming back to the asshole yesterday breaking down in front of me. Im trying to get somewhere, Im not triple A. dudes ride isnt my problem. get out of my way its that simple. I cant even have her drive anywhere cause she the worst driver Ive ever known. panic ]this panic that. I squeeze car on a narrow street, she is biting her lips saying omg omg.. seriously, I cant deal with her much anymore. drunk or sober, shes a problem. I find no joy in her company anymore. she knows it but does nothing to improve it.

 

Ive no shame, Id hit that.

 

is that bob weir?i the video above?....damn bob get to the sing already....talk about drawing out a story....heads up on the start time of the music next time

 

lol, I thought I put oh no bob please don't tell a story. .

 

just pulled 50ish liters of maple sap out of the buckets....some were spilling over....and all are dripping right now......tomorrow i will cut some shoots from the maple stump and hang buckets on those too

biker veteran friends are all heading to Daytona bike week to meet all the other veteran bikers in the brotherhood....not sure if i could handle that atmosphere .....

 

Do they go to the Speedway?

 

speedway to Nazareth ..

 

i will find out...

 

most of my vinyl records through my life i didn't buy from a store...trading and buying collections...stealing lots of them....but i bought razamanaz by Nazareth and wore that sucker out