its been a week since drinking the potion and still whenever i get stoned its a new feeling now than before. its like, i started to get negative thoughts/sensations when stoned but now it seems different, calmer, very stoned but less stoney. and this is from different buds all week. ive felt great, much happier when stoned, more like it was when i used to start smoking weed. i didnt really have a break i just took the seed juice. my sober life is different as well, in similar ways but it doesnt become that noticable except when stoned. i have less little anxieties, and im a lot more dealing with the passing of time. does anyone think this is the sort of thing that stays forever/long term or will last a few weeks or something? i cant tell if its all good, i need to get my life on track again now that uni has started. but it is definately welcome, i feel fresh and revived as a person almost.
it might go away, it really just depends on the person. I had shit going on like that and i still feel it sometimes a year later.
over the summer I worried about the same thing, but after a while things do gradually go back to normal in sober life. On the other hand, getting stoned has never been the same. Any decent high is incredibly trippy and I get blown away by the sky/stars quite easily, which didn't used to be the case. But I enjoy this quite a bit so I think it's rather positive.
http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=223091 I wrote the recipe as soon as i thought to. My friend likened the potion to Felix felicious or whatever it is in harry potter, the luck potion
It sounds like me you are just having the joys of psychedelic withdrawl. I get that after Ayahuasca. It is by far my favorite part. Coming down, and the residual effects are simply amazing. Yours is probably just lasting a long time. If not you might just be getting the common long-term side effects from psychedelics. Your life has changed for the better. Stuff like this happens a lot. If I were you, I'd watch-out for HPPD and flashbacks, and try to limit my psychedelic intake (for a while anyways)... but don't worry about it. Now that you have been cured of whatever was holding you down, I'd worry less about drugs and more about the important things in life. You are lucky you didn't have a bad trip. For me, the feeling made me want to be sober for a while. I didn't really want anything more out of drugs anymore.
I will attest to the aftermath.... the thing is you are very lucky you had an amazing time... the first time i had the woodrose i had an intensely bad trip and i had the aftermath that you describe except in my mind it was a bad thing... in fact i didnt even smoke for about 2 weeks and when i finally did i had a major anxiety attack and cold chills... that slowly faded within the next 20 smoking sessions... so then i was ready to trip again !! and yes that got better too... and yes when i smoke pot now i tend to be a bit more "tripped out" then my friends, the difference is that i love that feeling now... i see the light of life and of entheogens... so as long as you keep thinking its a good thing, it will be !!!
