At one point in my life, I 'decided' to stop seeing men in a serious manner. I pursued women instead. Ive met a few and among those was FA. She is amazing and I do adore her. She is long term quality and I believe that's what she wants from me. We are not so sexually compatible though... but me, I just let it go for now, I am not with her for sex afterall. Until someone came, MA. I never saw it coming... I have never met anyone like him ever. He is just literally the man of my dreams like you can't find it all in one guy and he... he is smart, stable, respectful, kind, athletic, hot, amazing in bed, artistic, ambitious he... And now I feel confused. Its just so hard to decide. As I said, its like comparing chow mein with spaghetti. they both have noodles yeah but... its just not the same. i can compare women with each other but a woman and a man... A part of me... wishes I can have both but I know I will have to choose. Ive just never been in a position like this... Im just really at a loss.
