Advice With Getting Transgender Friend Hard For Me.

I'm not sure how else I should have worded the subject; that's pretty much the point though. HEADS UP: this post is 100% real and sexually graphic.


First off, thank you for the forum (I've never been apart of a free thought forum) and thank you for letting me become a new member. I'm not going to delve into my story/ my life/ etc. I can introduce myself better at a later time. 'TONIGHT' I have the opportunity to spend the evening with my long lost transgender friend, and I need some pointers.


Quick info: I'm a male, single, fairly young and athletic, and present myself as straight. I have no problems having sex with/ pleasing women, but I don't seem to get as excited about women as I am right now.



I had a few flings with tgirls when living in New Orleans (a hot spot for transgender). I only tried bottom once, and it was very brief. I now live in a semi-rural area that is ultra-conservative and close-minded. There are a few transgender women out here, but most are literally nasty working girls. I finally experienced being a total bottom for a top tranny a year ago, and it completely changed my definition of sex. This girl only tops, and I am also an alpha top, so the encounter was the one night; with me left wanting more (more diversity with the girl, and a true verse experience).

Not too long after the t-top, I met a tgirl who loves to be bottom, is very feminine, fun to be around, and attractive. (she also has a bigger cock than mine, I'm not small, and that really turns me on). We had multiple encounters where I would pick her up, and we'd hit up this cheap motel. No money, just mutual fun between two adults. She eventually had to move, but now, a year later, is back in the area. We have plans for her to come over to my place (I live alone). Her first time here. Long story, but my place is a rent-house that has come a long way. I'm now happy to show it off and have her here in the comfort and privacy of my home.

Here are my questions. She is not against being a top but has to be really stimulated to stay hard. I remember a couple of times where I stroked her for a long time, but she stayed too soft. She says weed helps, but I have no connection (maybe she'll show up with some...). I have almost zero experience sucking tgirl cock, because it wasn't an interest before. Now I feel different. I want to completely return all the attention she shows me, and have an amazing verse experience that we can redo over and over. I keep fantasizing about riding on top of her, and of course giving her the good dick she has been needing. OK....better slow down before I get turned on too soon.

Is there any specific porn someone could recommend? A fragrance? Anyone here with experience pleasing a tgirl by sucking her cock and generally giving body attention? She wants/ needs to be treated like a woman at all times, but I want to help her realize she can take me and nothing will change between the roles we have set place for each other.

Not trying to overthink this, but I really want this experience with her. My first true verse experience with someone I already know and trust.

Thanks in advance, sorry for the long read, and may you all have a great Memorial Day holiday...I know I will.