Advice, Please!!!

So, here's the story...I am seriously in love with a friend of mine, and I know it is going nowhere; yet, I can't stop feeling the way I do. And here recently, he has been seeing someone, and it is breaking my heart. I know deep down that I want him to be happy, but dammit, it's killing me to see him this way at the say time. I am wanting to do what's best for me and him both here. I don't know. Maybe I don't get out enough or something. Maybe it would help if I got laid. Jeez...CLEAR MY HEAD...it's moving too fast...

 

Been in your shoes. It's not an easy thing to deal with and get beyond. Definately get out more. Meet people. It takes time and that sucks.

 

It's just hard going to school, going to work, and coming home to take care of my son, to get out and do things, you know?

 

Doe's he know?

 

Yes, I know. It's a time thing. Good luck.

 

Yes he knows. That's the worst of it.

 

You really need to make some time for yourself.

 

I agree...He tends to think I'm too good for everyone else, but not good enough for him. He's pulled me around on a string entirely too long now.

 

Get off the computer and get out. Make some friends. Get laid. Keep busy. Kiss me.

 

I can't get out...that's the problem....what would I do with my son?

 

How old is your son?

 

You know I run a sex delivery service, right? I mean you did say you may need to get laid.

 

My son is 6 1/2 months old.

 

LMAO...oh god I needed that. Almost as bad as getting laid.

 

Kind of young to leave with a sitter.

 

You see what I mean? I love my son, but I have needs here. I think I'm going to hunt his sperm donor down and kick some serious ass...

 

There is no close family member you could trust to sit for a few hours?

 

My sis....but she already keeps him while I am at work.

 

if hes vasilating ....dont hold your breath .......guys are so fucking lame .....and the no/yes thing .......just bust out n enjoy yourself ...theres someone i wish would do what i know both of us want ....but her situation and attitude twards it prevents ...your in bamma ...u should take the kid to the ocalla gathering , theres a kid village so u could socialise and not suffer seperation and have other moms n dads to help in kid village

 

The only problem here is that the dad goes to the gatherings, and he has threatened to kidnap my son and kill me.