ok to have your thingy of tic tacs after its empty and it has to be a regular one the square clear case an just smell it open it up look inside set it on a table an look at it and try and figue it out. its mind blowing.
nothing like being in the front passengers seat, driving around at night, looking at the lights and seeing the sounds. and seeing things in that freakin amazing new profound way. its worth sooo much seeing this world in that perspective... it really pulls you down the rabit hole doesnt it. seeing things in that way i mean... its not easy to come out after seeing that. i mean do you choose THAT? the drugs i mean? or do you choose a house, wife, family and kids and 'normalcy'? can i have both? hmmm its easy to want to just trip your life away, caues you can find a life of meaning inside your mind... should we find meaning elsewhere? should i find meaning elsewhere? should the meanings be mixed. its all just a big trip isnt it.
if i took any more acid i wouldnt be able to have reltationships with people, i feel as if id be too out of mind. not like a wife unless she too was as out of mind as i would be. so she then wouldnt notice my wakyness cause shes off on her own trip..... maybe im just trippin right now i dont know
life is all about finding meanings, and satisfying feelings.... so when you trip and it gives you those meanings, whether their false 'crazy' meanings or their real who knows, but that feeling of finding and discovering deep meanings and those associated feelings is all one would need to live a life... what sort of life it would be differnt no doubt.
I know what your saying Pete but its a decision you have to make for you self. Some people might find acid something they base the rest of their life on and continue taking it, some people might put it down and decided a family is best for them - its up to you man, your thoughts aren't wrong or misguided - they're just questions you have in your head, questions you can get advice on (which you have..countless times no?) but ultimately the decision is up to some-one, just one - the one..you. I know it can seem like there are so many perspectives, so many people - so many countless possibilities to infinite questions. Who is right? One person may think red is the best and another might think blue is the best..is there a right and wrong perspective? You might like waking up at 6am, but I hate it. Does that make one of us wrong and one of us right? Not really, its just our personal opinion - we base our decision of our experience. Thats all everything is, different decisions different perspectives different experiences. Looking at the world from a 3rd person perspective and seeing all these different realities (what lsd can help you do) can arouse questions about your own beliefs and understandings. But they are yours, they are not wrong - you have simply changed them after you've seen something (after your eyes have been opened to other things), all out of your best interest. But what happens when you keep changing and you keep seeing and you keep believing and knowing and thinking and flaunting and looking into infinity? You might turn around and forgot which direction you came in. Which means you've gotta start fresh. And what happens when you gotta start fresh? There's many (simple) things you have to rap your head around, decisions and beliefs regarding your life. But the positive aspect about such a situation is you have SO many perspectives to draw on when sculpting your own, while also been a negative. But just play it steady man..its not easy, its not hard, its not anything - its just something. something been everything - and everything been the world. a world where the majority of people would have no idea what you (or any of us) are talking about. and to answer your question you should find meaning in you, after that all other problems tend to have something to gather around where you can then sort them out one by one, instead of them just free roaming.
haha, true. You've just got to find that elusive LSD-using fecalpheliac demographic, then you're golden.
yeah, bathroom have always been a source of extreme weirdness while tripping. I don't think I will ever be able to feel "normal" in a bathroom again
thats amazing man. its what makes me come back to these forums the past few years, just amazing people with amazing advice and perspectives.
Ever tried going in some foul stinking festival toilets tripping (especially at night)? It's not nice!
nope. I cease to be a biological organism on LSD, and turn into a universal energy constant that encompasses everything and has existed forever. shitting isn't a part of the deal.