so last year, i was in love with a mormon, we had a great relationship, we broke up at the end of summer since we had to go away to college. since then i've dated one girl and have had a couple random hook-ups. but there's this one girl who lives by me, i've know her for 4 years and we used to be really good friends. at one point, about 2 years ago, we thought we liked each other, but nothing happened, and i fell for my mormon, haha. anyway between me and this girl, there's been a lot of awkwardness and pain (i've made some mistakes) and it's obvious that she doesnt like me anymore, and i'm pretty sure i dont have feelings for her anymore. but anyway, to my point, i feel really weird right now. i'm jealous of the guy she likes now, but i dont really want her. and also, i really miss the feeling of love. i know you can't force love, but i can't stop thinking about finding a girl to love who loves me as well. i'm trying to enjoy just being single, but i'm finding it hard being interested in flings that most probably don't mean anything. that probably didnt make much sense, but i just had to get it off my chest.
ahh i feel the same way.. specifically about the last thing u said.. ive been having a hard time like living the single life too cause i feel like i want real love instead of like a one night thing.. its kina sucky.. but ive just been trying to take it one day at a time and not rush it but at the same time meet new people.. this wasnt really advice .. sorry haha
yeah takin it one day at a time does suck. especially for me, cuz there's these girls with whom their would be potential for somethin, but things would never work out for one reason or another. and at the moment im not really meetin a lot of new ppl, cuz im at home and not at college... but whatev, i'll just keep livin
