A resume tends to define a person. Usually we list all our job positions, our qualifications, and accomplishments with the hope to sell ourselves to the highest bidder. But this resume defines my life from a different perspective, with the hope of selling nothing to anybody. It's just me looking back over the events that stand out in my life and are important to me. I was exposed to school but nothing stands out in my mind about the experience and not a whole lot was taken away from it. What does stand out is the first time I fell in love. I really fell head over heels for a guy and all the other important things in my life up to that point became meaningless. Everyone in my world was totally grossed out by my new priority and consequently the world as I knew it fell away from me. I lived in the consciousness of this first love and found it to be a real roller coaster ride. I put him first in my life but he was un-willing or un-able to put me first and so one day I came crashing back to earth. All my family and friends who I knew before I fell in love were not there to pick me up and tell me everything was going to be alright. I ended up homeless and on the road with a back-pack full of everything I owned at the time. I wandered around shell shocked like this for about a year before I fell in love again. By this time my spiritual awareness had taken a tremendous turn for the better. I never compromised with the crap of the world and was determined to die rather than live without love. So love came into my life in a way that I couldn't say no to even if I wanted. This time I had nobody in my life to object to this love affair, but his world hated the idea of having their son mixed-up with a hobo girl. But this time he stuck by me and I helped him materialize just about anything he wanted because I had no attachments of my own. And so it goes still. I am still in love and still materializing our world through love and the outside world is doing everything it can to stop us. But because I spent my life trying not to play games, I have become the best game player around. The world doesn't blatantly attack me anymore. It keeps it's distance and waits for an opening in the hopes of eliminating a witness who sees through it's illusions.
Okcupid is a dating site. Instead of your work resume we see your love resume (above) http://www.okcupid.com/tests/the-resume-to-become-my-girlfriend-test
yeah, a resume should be short and to the point. a lot of people recommend not even using complete sentences, but rather simple bullet points.
This is a post about my second love and what happened; We were young when we met, we were both 16. At that time my mom, step dad and I were having a very hard time running the dairy farm. There was a lot of stress and things were looking bad until David showed up. Even at 16 he made a great difference in our lives and especially mine. He was as dedicated to the farm and the cows as I was and we would work together day in and day out. It was wonderful. I got to the point where I was so grateful that I would do anything for him. He had about 15 brothers and sisters so he didn’t get much attention growing up. I remember going to Walmart with him and realizing that he had never been in a big store like that and started to get really nervous to the point where I had to take him outside. That’s how pure he was. After a few years he got married and brought his wife to live on the farm too. But our relationship didn’t change. We were still dedicated to the cows and making the dairy work was the most important thing to us. One night I dreamt that some kind of monster was attacking the farm and I tried to stop it but it was too strong for me and then David came and overcame the monster. But then as the monster ran away, he went after it and in the dream I had the feeling he wasn’t coming back. That killing this monster was his destiny. Well the night before he left I woke up from a sound sleep because the house was filling up with smoke. Now I usually just sleep with a T-shirt and ran down to the wood stove in the basement without stopping to put more on. Our houses are connected in the basement and David had also smelled the smoke and came running down. It turned out to be just a stove pipe had come lose and it was soon fixed. But as we looked at each other I felt something I had never felt before. I felt for the first time that I wanted to give myself completely to a man. It didn’t happen of course but I guess I’m still waiting to feel like that again to the person I marry.
I just kept getting the same results. My criteria was too narrow. And I don't fall into too many females criteria. As a site it is very good. Lots of things to do to interact etc. The site is a 'house hold name' as it were - it is a very popular site. But, for me, it didn't do an awful lot - after the initial day or so.
I spend most of my time on playstation 3. It has an awesome home site where I have a lot of fun working over the guys there, lol. Here's me on playstation home. http://beherenow-suzzy.blogspot.com/2013/10/blog-post.html
Nice dancing! Some nice words. I would imagine okcupid is about as 'foreign' to you as 'playstation3home' is to me. Never really been into videogames. This made me laugh! http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2259582/Tumblr-exposes-Nice-Guys-OkCupid-looking-love.html
True okcupid sounds strange to me, but so did video games up until about a year ago. For me it goes deeper than just an intellectual exchange. Playstation uses sexual and violent energy rather than just intellectual energy. Actually I'm only attached to the energy resulting from these virtual activities not the activities themselves.
okcupid did point out something I was afraid of: being physically attracted to somebody does not mean you are well suited. 'Actually I'm only attached to the energy resulting from these virtual activities not the activities themselves.' - this sounds interesting. Do I need to buy a PS3 to participate?
I'm afraid so love, the only way to get on home is through a playstation 3. But we are doing good here, our disscusion is more than just an intellectual exchange already. However, I am able to carry on deeper virtual relationships when I'm dancing and all dressed up, lol So what do you think of deep virtual relationships?
