Just finished reading an extraordinary book "Nobody Knows What My Dreams Are". I wish I had been able to read this when I was 17. The current spate of suicides among teenagers and young adults who seem unable to face into the future being different (or believing they're different) is a very serious issue and this book goes a long way in proving you can still have a very worthwhile life. The son of a very good friend of mine committed suicide in 1997 when he was only 22 so I feel deeply about the subject. Apart from that, this is really a love story with a difference and moved me very deeply. I found the book here: http://www.trafford.com/07-2954