Praise Jamu! So friday night thru saturday morning was one of the most intense trips and spiritual cleansings of my life. I had been keeping free of anything that could conflict with the experience (alcohol, sex, caffeine, etc.) I had 5 grams ready, 3 grams of some high grade, and 2 more grams of some ultra high grade beautiful gold capped mushies. I rolled a nice blunt before hand and blessed the mushrooms with the sacred smoke. It was about 1 in the morning when i injested the first gram and a half of those delicious fantastic mushrooms. I went around my house waiting for it to kick in, I went out back and decided to smoke a little, a few good bong packs and i was ready. The tripped was kicking in fast, i could tell this was gonna be a powerful night. I went up to my room, and set a bunch of blankets and pillows up in my closet. I got a cup of orange juice, some pen and paper, a book to right on, and then sat in my closet and closed the door. I began meditating and started eating the rest of the shrooms. I wanted to go use the bathroom, but I decided to follow mr. mckenna's advice and stay put no matter what. Still meditating the trip was coming on very intense, i could already start to see visions behind my closed eyes. I saved the best shroom for last and before injested it, i began examing the shroom in close detail, I rotated and felt every crack and crevice on it, it looked soo magical, it felt soo magical. I chomped it down, the final shroom of the night, then i laid back tucked myself under my blanket, and closed my eyes as they took over. Namu Amida Butsu! I repeated this over and over in my head. It is mantra meaning Hail to the Amitabha Buddha, the keeper of the pure land. What happend over the course of the night was mostly inexplicable. I saw time as one single object flowing from start to finish. My conciousness was no longer a single being, I was "we", and "we" were all. I obtained some form of god conciousness, I saw life from an acended point of view. Somewhere in the night this story began flowing out of me though. The story of "Jamu". Jamu was god. Jamu was sent to heal us. He is the equivelent of Jesus or Buddha. Through the night I was transformed into Jamu. I met infinite beings of light, i was god in many forms throughout the night. All night i spoke in a some divine language to myself, and told the story of Jamu. My voice sounded almost spanish, and everything I said was articulated very well, with great emotion behind every syllable in the word. I was told of the Divine Plan and what it meant. God was living expression moving through itself, it was a plan to create a "mural" at the end of time that would concretely express the power of all that is god. This is why we express, it is seeing the power inside that truly moves us and trying to bring it out into existence. At points of the night I felt as if I michelangelo painting the Cystine Chappel, but i was god creating beauty within myself. Most the night i had my eyes closed, and it felt as if I were outside of time. I was then explained to truly become light you must truly believe you are light. Everything is just a idea has a space waiting for conciousness to occupy it. When you truly wish to be something, you will become it. The story then became personal. It talked of earth and the great awakening that is about to partake place. It is up to the mystics, the buddhas, the spiritual teachers, and anyone else whoever is familiar with the light to help bring this new energy in through us. We must bring the expression and feeling in and then radiate everywhere we can. God is already here. The ugly man and lady who can sing really good on britains got talent. That was pure expression moving through us. The video of the people dancing at the train station in Europe, that was God too. Feeling is growing. The story became very personal when it gave me an offer. If I explained this story to the my Yoga teacher, it might unlock doors for me, and it could begin a great healing for those involved. When I finnaly came out of the closet, I went to the bathroom and took a divine urination! Like I was peeing out all of my impurities. I stared up at the light in my bathroom, it was blinding white light. I began to walk around my house, my body was weak, I could barely walk straight. I began to feel very sick, and I began to puke. It felt as if i were being cleansed, such as in a ayahausca ritual. I went outside, it was beautiful out, but I still felt very sick. I went to my backyard and began smoking some ganga. I sat with my head in my lap for about 30 mins, just thinking, and still tripping quite hard. The ganga cured me though, the sickness stopped, so i decided to take a walk. I was not myself that morning. I was Jamu! I walked with a blanket around me as my robe. I walked with the compassion and contentness of a true buddha. I ended up walking in the woods for a two hour long journey. Everything was so vivid, filled with color and life. I walked ever so slowly, taking in everything. I had unlimited compassion for everything. I talked to trees, plants, animals, insects, everything with the same love and care. I meditated in the woods, and talked daniki, one of the spirits living in the woods. At one point I ran into a snake crawling up a tree, this was the only thing that frightend me. I wanted to talk to the snake, but befriend it, but I remembered a story of how it is the snakes nature to bite you, and I ran off. I got lost for a good long time, tired and weak from not eating or drinking. I ended up back at snake tree, he was closer to the ground and i was more catious getting past him. After much traveling I finnaly made it out the woods. I felt as if I had changed the world, and like the world had changed me. I knew I would never have to afraid, that i would never die, that i would live enternally in blissful light. When I got back to my house, I layed down, and drifted off, the thoughts of all that happened branded themself into my being forever. Praise Jamu! LOVE and PEACE for all! ...The End.
Great report dude. Unity! We are all. Im going to do something similiar next week. Im going to eat 5-7 grams and snort 30mg DPT. I have a big closet so I can lay down in there, it also smells good for some reason.
its amazing to think about a trip like this compared to one of my first 5 gram trips. same amount of shrooms, two completely different levels of tripping. we've all grown soo much.
i can only imagine! i was told in acid/mushroom trip once that if I kept tripping and building my visuals they'd one day be crystal clear, i hope this is true.
when i went to the bathroom i was pass the peak, so i could move around and what not. i did not look in the mirror this time, should have tho. i had to go to the bathroom a bunch on ten hits of acid, ever since then i haven't had much problems doing stuff while tripping, except sometimes it feels like im connected to the walls by invisible string, and i begin to feel the walls are walking me around like a puppet, and i start walking all crazy.
inthydreams, where are you in VA? PM me if you don't wanna share publicly. I'm in nova and would definitely be interested in some high quality shrooms if you cuold help me out
