Last night me and my girl tried 4-aco-DMT for the first time. We dissolved round 125mg in 100ml of vodka... We took about 22mg each... We got high really fast... We took it in 19:10 and started feeling it round 19:25... then around 19:30 time started going very, very slowly...we didn't have much visuals, around 21h visuals were like from half of LSD blotter and we laughed a lot.. My girl became very talkative and speedy and I was more like nothing...lol... just vegetating and enjoying listening to her... Round 22h for me effects were very weak but we were both having very good time but I decided to have some more and took 6mg... It hit me very quickly and I was surprised it did anything at all.. got some visuals again and became dust, feeling bad about world, feeling how sad it is.. Laying on filthy floor, crying, totaly distroyed emotionally... I let it go totaly... Understand how bad person I was.. Pain, suffering... freedom was calling me... I got naked...I wanted purification.. Lay down in bathtub... lying in water... wanted to be in rainforest.. standing in rain... free.. wanted to be born again... I must become better person.. I don't want to be bad... I want to make world a happier place.. I want to make my girl the happiest person in the whole world... On LSD high or low doses I never got experience like that, LSD showed us many secrets, took us in other dimensions, connected us with nature, let us have paranormal experiences..... But never showed me how bad person I was, I was filthy person not worth being anything beside floor... Still I prefer LSD but I hope after this experience I will really become better person... Additional note: first part of trip I was worried for our bodies as I was coughing... felt something was wrong with my lungs.. and shit like that.. But I knew it couldn't be connected wit 4-aco-DMT and my girl was feeling perfectly fine, later she told me sometimes I cough like that and that I was just perceiving it like something very bad... Question: can we take it tomorrow again without feeling it a lot weaker? We don't have a lot so don't want to ruin any dose but we got nice plan for tomorrow but still will rather wait than risking not having experience of right intensity.
The past few times I've taken mushrooms/4-aco-dmt I've gotten the same feeling. I feel like i've done nothing in this world useful. I feel like I need to straighten stuff out in my life, become a better person, do something that matters, like i'm worthless. I don't really like that feeling at ALL, but it fades a couple days after I take the mushrooms and I go on with my life as usual.
twang, the message you're getting couldn't be much clearer... and OP i would wait at least 5 or so days before doing it again... it may be tempting but tolerance rises rapidly for psychedelics and fades quickly over the course of a few days, so you should give yourself a good amount of time just to be safe. plus, you don't want to overdo it with drugs like this.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a trip... I'll write a trip report soon... Hell it was... it was.... ... Anyway with few mg more it was stronger and crazier than 2 days ago....
Hahaha cherokee I know, I keed. I do NEED to make some changes in my life but right now...I just don't want to. I don't REALLY get drunk and stoned in bed all day, I quit drinkin daily a month ago
wow. you just go on with your life as usual, even after the mushroom just revealed that your life needs changing? what a waste. mushrooms are wasted on fools like you. recently one thing ive learned is that up until a certain point i was playing with life. then this year i went into ayahuasca and peyote ceremonies and i truly felt the power behind these things. this is power to change your life into something you thought it could never be. you can really use these things to uplift yourself out of the quagmires of imbalanced modern living. I used to be playing around with life. Not anymore. I refuse to let myself slip into a dead routine and become another "plastic" person in this plastic culture. i want to become a person who is more aware of his decisions and how they affect himself, the planet, his neighbor ect. I want to live the holy life and be a person of the earth, not of artifice. I don't care if my life is insignificant or small, i will use every opportunity to help out whatever beings i can while in this world. you got a wake up call and didn't listen. the sad thing is a lot of folks never got one. either that or they were too asleep to listen.
i just wanna be a normal highschooler man. When life starts to take on a more serious tone, i'll start treating it more serious. Gimme a break man I just already have it made up in my head that i'm not good example of a person because i've been told/treated as so before.
That's a little harsh. I'm sure i've been told things by psychedelics, friends, family and not listened at the time, but eventually come around. High school is the time for having fun. If you get caught the penalties are usually less and the record isn't accessible after you turn 18. LOL
This time my girl took 22-25mg and I took 25-28mg maybe even few mg more... We took it at 12:00 and went out, we went in direction of one big, beautiful park... Until we arrived it was round 12:30... we already started to trip(this time it started hitting even faster as we took it on empty stomach)... First thing I noticed were pastel like colors on glass, very increased perception of sound and vibrations.. When we got out of tram I noticed how colors were much brighter and noticed some pasterns on floor but nothing visually very strong.. And my girl stop and told me we should not have gone out... I saw something was wrong and she told me she needs to calm down.. We just needed to cross street to get into park.. Midget was coming... I almost loled, actually I did when he passed. We went to park, I felt beautiful, everything was so nice.. Bright and happy... I didn't care will people notice I'm tripping.. My girl was not having a good trip at that point, she told me all people look to her like in movie "albino farm" or something like that... We changed our plans and went in different direction in park... It was so surreal, I felt like in fairy tail, and visuals were still like pastel colors, bright light, but also everything was moving... She was scared.. We sit on bench.. I was worried for her... She laughed on strange way, then cried, than both.. She felt about herself something like I about myself 2 days before.. Again I felt just like nothing... just living and tripping, that's what people should do...nothing else... I forgot my real life, fuck that, I forgot my body, fuck that... She still didn't start enjoining it but we talked how this is who we are, we trip to explore world, our mind, to change ourselves, to live... She somehow became different person, I didn't know where my girl is... She was totaly crazy... We came to lake...and she told this is her dream(she dramed that park, lake even we were not there)... and there is path were she would die... she wasn't scared.. Now I was...I wonted her to stop tripping but she didn't.. Time note - we didn't understand time, couldn't read what time it was, really it passed around 2-2.30h since we took it but it seamed like many many hours, like days... She stop laughing and crying but still kept talking weird stuf and I still didn't know her... I was worried about her... She told me it will be all ok in 6 hours... I wasn't so sure... Then in few minutes I was gone... My hands were growing, my legs were growing, my had was growing... I felt it and saw it... I was crazy... Changed like person in 1 minute... didn't fucking know... how... that's not how I think, that's not what I want.. We went to walk more... I was somehow full of rage.. And than I saw people with fucking scary faces... I didn't care as usually I never get paranoid.. just stared in some people passing buy and they were all defected... Their faces... their body's... no matter if I look at them from far or from close... We went on... At that point I was totally gone.. she told me now it's my turn to go nuts ... O hell, it was... I looked at my arms, they were almost touching floor... my legs were giant... Fuck... How to stop it.. Wtf!? Noooooo.. We went to other part of park... Everything was beautiful.. I started enjoining my body changing.. .I calmed down and knew it will stop... but wasn't sure do I want it to stop... We both enjoyed it very much... Tripping is what we do...
mannn no love for twang here. Cannabissoul, by normal I mean I want to have fun in life right now. Not be stressed out about work and shit. Taking my mind to different dimensions is my focus right now, you all can disagree with that but my purpose in life is to be happy and making others happy by letting them experience these different worlds. that's what really does it for me. Writer I guess my close minded self just can't see the stupidity in that comment. Since you're so smart would you mind pointing it out for me
Woah can't believe I just realized this..I really am getting more dumb... None of you know me or my life at all, can't believe I even bothered with this in the first place Lol