Okay this is the day after the experience, I needed some time to recap. I weigh approximately 145lbs. I dosed 650mg of DXM and exactly 21mg 4-AcO-DMT at 6:30pm Not sure why I chose this number but it felt right, I originally was gonna dose 25mg but decided on 21. I started to get the first alert from the DXM in 15-20 minutes maybe since 350mg worth of it was syrup it hit fast. The 4-aces was also taking effect but it was in the background at this point. I wish I could give exact times but time went right out the window so I will try my best to estimate. All I know is about 45 minutes to an hour into the experience things got very strange and that's when I lost track of all time. Time meant nothing. I knew what time I had taken the drugs but I could stare at the clock on my wall and it meant nothing...I really couldn't tell how much time had elapsed. I remember getting an oil lamp and wanted to light it but couldn't get any wick to come up so eventually gave up and just stared at the lamp which seemed to take on different personalities. At a few points I felt it was laughing at me because it had me beat, I was too fucked up to get it to work. (Looking at it today, it seems the knob for the wick really is broken but w/e). I was lying on my cough for most of the trip staring at the ceiling and felt many presences of entities with different personalities. Sometimes an entitity would be present and I would only realize it when it went away. I was alone the whole time but felt that there was someone or some thing(s) present and when they went away I could tell. Most of the time the vibes were positive but a few times they were dark or threatening if only for a moment. I would stare at pictures on my wall and they would take on different personalities and change to reflect that personality, same thing happened with other objects such as the oil lamp. I came close to these things to try to figure out exactly what had changed and couldn't figure it out but a change had definitetely occurred. The room seemed to periodically change size but one of the most interesting things about this trip was I was seeing colored fractal patterns or form contants in thing air that would extend down from the ceiling much like a veil that would reach out at me. This part remindinded me much of DMT (n,n-DMT), and many aspects of the trip reminded me of DMT as well. Objects would change appearance from what they were just a few moments ago. The pictures on my wall seemed to be smiling at me one moment then I would feel something change and they would seem to have a very menacing expression. This was a very powerful trip, and I'm glad I took the dosage of 4-AcO-DMT that I did, as it proved to definitely be enough. I may try 25mg or more with this combo at a later date. If I could I would choose a different dissociative to mix it with but I don't have access to any ketamine and don't really wanna deal with PCP and the sketchy people that tend to go with it (plus its impossible to know how much you're really taking) I've noticed before that when mixing psychedelics and dissociatives some aspects can resemble DMT...really makes me wanna get some bark and cook some up.
Wow that's an advanced combo. I know many people say that DPT and Ketamine is a really profound combination, I haven't heard much about how DXM mixes with tryptamines, so good contribution. I've been kind of contemplating exploring DXM sometime again but I don't really enjoy how it feels on it's own, especially compared to other disassociatives but I know combos can sometime mask or alter particular effects of a certain chem, so perhaps exploring it in combo may be worthwhile. What was the duration of the trip? Also another question... I often find that when I dose strictly a disassociative, I tend to not completely formulate my thoughts or completely unrelatable non-useful thoughts will interupt my mind, and I'll just sort of let that intrusive thought take me on some meandering tangent, so the thoughts/lessons don't really 'stick' the way that they do with many other psychedelics. Do you notice this with disassociatives on their own and if so did you find this particular combo with the 4-aco-dmt provide a more navigational/useful exploration of your consciousness?
It's really hard to put it in words because it was so surreal but I would have to say that this trip was definitely different than either drug on its own. There were still plenty of symptoms of bein on a dissociative but like you said, when you mix drugs some of the effects mask certain other effects....and certain effects are intensified. Certain aspects of this trip reminded me of DMT, like the veil coming down...I've seen that after smoking DMT in the re-integration stage. Funny thing is I've tried smoking DMT on DXM and it just felt like someone threw a brick at my head. I felt the DMT in my mind but didn't get the usual visuals...pretty strange, not sure how it would be with other dissociatives. I'm not sure how long it lasted but I went to the store to get cigarettes at about 1:30am and still couldn't walk very well at all, I went to bed soon after after taking some chlorobutanol but still had trouble sleeping so I'd say a good 8 hour duration.
