Join Date: Jun 2004
i made love with my brother
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to start this off, i understand that some people will think i'm sick, and others that i'm faking, but i'm not either of them, so if there are going to me any cynical, insulting replies, I;d much prefer that you just didn't comment at all. i am not someone doing this for kicks, i am a real woman with a litle worry, that's all.
i want to make the post to clear my head, and to see if there are some people who feel that what i did was OK. i registered purely to ask about this, after browsing on the old forums. i think it would be best if i only posted on this topic. comments are greatly appreciated.
i come from a very hippy family. when we were kids, my parents would take my brother and I to a naturist camp, but they stopped taking us when we got to puberty, because they thought it would be very uncomfortable for us. they're very good, understanding people. we've really learned that sexuality is a free thing, and sex can be tremendously loving and free.
my brother and i have always been very close. he's terribly shy, and doesn't have much experience with girls. i'm nineteen years old, and he's seventeen and a bit. we talk about everything, from menstruation to wet dreams. we are very comfortable with each other.
one day last week, i got a text message on my phone from hiim. he said he needed to come to talk to me about a problem he was having. he got his first real girlfriend, and was planning to go down on her, but didnt know what to do. he came to my college apartment and told me all about it. i was in a towel getting ready to take a shower when he rang the doorbell. i asked him what he knew about it already, and he spoke plenty about the clitoris, but said he wasnt sure where it was. i explained to him, but he seemed really puzzled. we have seen each other naked before, at home and all, so i asked him if he wanted me to show him. he seemed a little nervous to say yes, but i could tell he wanted me to. i sat on the edge of the bed and gestured for him to come closer. he basically squatted down in front of me. i unhooked my towel, opened my legs a little, then peeled my lips apart. i pointed my clit out to him, and he asked what was best to do with it. to show him, i basically started masturbating, by moistening my fingers and massaging it. he seemed really interested, and absorbed in it all.
i think that without actually thinking too much, he just spat out, "can i have a go." he seemed to almost regret saying it immediately, like i was going to laugh or scare. i sort of looked away, and said he could. i didn't look away because i thought it was bad, just because i thought my eye contact could make him uncomfortable. i tipped my head back so he couldn;t feel pressure or anything, and he started massaging my clit.
it suddenly occured to me that he was fully clothed, and i was completely naked, and i commented on the situation in a sort of whisper, becuase i was close to having an orgasm. without actually breaking away from pleasuring me, he took his clothes off, then pressed his mouth against me. i collapsed back on to the bed, and my legs fell completely open. it was one of the best feelings of my life. he kept telling me how nice i tasted and smelled, and i thought about how he was loads nicer than the other guys id been with. he kept on, and i had a huge, load-moaning orgasm. at the end, he looked scared, and asked if he'd hurt me. he hadn't.
i sat up, and looked at him, he had my juice all around his mouth. we both stood up, and i told him that his girlfriend would be very lucky. he laughed a little, and his erection remained. we hugged, and it was pressed into me. i figured after what we'd done, it didn't really matter if i returned the favour. i already knew he'd never had a blowjob before, and asked him if he'd like me to show him what it was like, so he'd be prepared. once again, he didn't say yes, but i could clearly see he wanted me to. i moved to my knees and wrapped a hand around his penis. as i rolled back his foreskin and started sucking the head, he moaned, and came in no time at all. the two of us laughed it off, and put our clothes back on. he left, and i took a shower.
a few days later, he called me, telling of the success with his girlfriend. he came around to see me again, and siad they never went all the way. he said he liked her, but her pussy wasn't as nice to taste and smell as mine. i said it was very sweet of him to say. in no time at all, he was eating me out again, and i had an amazing orgasm. he lay down to me, and we held each other, and i thought of how i was much closer to him than to all these horrible guys i;d slept with. i asked him if he wanted to make love to me, and he nodded. i rolled on top of him, then pulled a condom out of the drawer, and rolled it on. we had sex with me on top the first time, and then a load of other positions the other times.
after he'd left, i never heard from him for a few days and started to worry. i worried about what would happen if someone found out. i dont think i was wrong. i love him, and he loves me. we practiced safe sex, and were very good to each other. i know it was wrong to his girlfriend really, but i'm not too concerned aout that.
i know our society has a problem with incest, though if its consenting, i don't see the problem.
what do you think of what happened? do we have anything to be ashamed of? i rewally need some assurance, i have a nervous feeling, and i can't quite figure out why.