Why?

I am at a loss, today my mom let go my grandma's employee's.

I know this is weird but a month agoI lost one grandmother, not weeks later the other one is begining to die too.

I guess I get a break when she is gone, I hate death so much these days.

I have been to a burial every 5wks since oct.

My grandpas died two weeks apart when I was around 10 years old and now recently my grandma died. That shit sucks.

I'm so sorry to hear that, Jeru.I remember when I lost my grandparents; it's so sad. I still miss them, especially my fathers' mother. She was my main role model when I was growing up.
The one ray of sunshine I see is that you now have someone new in your life to help and support you as you go through all these difficulties.
My prayers and blessings are with you both, and with your whole family, as your grandmother begins the last great journey this life offers.
Please know that you are in my heart.