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Old 02-26-2005, 03:57 PM   #1
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I've lost my sense of life. I don't know why am i living, cause my life is really empty. Sometimes (once for 2 weeks) i smoke cannabis and i forget about a sence for a while. Maybe it's caused by my loneliness. When i think about my future or nowadays it makes me really sad,

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Old 02-26-2005, 04:08 PM   #2
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I've lost my sense of life. I don't know why am i living, cause my life is really empty. Sometimes (once for 2 weeks) i smoke cannabis and i forget about a sence for a while. Maybe it's caused by my loneliness. When i think about my future or nowadays it makes me really sad,

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Old 02-26-2005, 05:57 PM   #3
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"Free- your- mind".....no, seriously- I have been there.. but reviving my old hobbies has given me now more than I can handle....relaxing drugs may make you satisfied doing nothing, but eventually you need to balance it with some form of creativity.
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Old 02-26-2005, 06:05 PM   #4
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I'm trying to draw something, it makes me free. I'm playing the guitar, flute, but i really don't see the sense of it. but goot point, i'm going to find my place and i'll try get a hobby
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Old 02-26-2005, 09:58 PM   #5
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that's why i started to smoke pot so often. once i was high pretty much for three days in a row. other than that i was high all day every other day or two. i felt like there was absolutely no reason for me to be alive, but smoking made me feel happy and content about whatever i did. it also made me forget about life for awhile and like, enjoy myself at that time. but right now when things are the most hectic, i can't smoke...it really sucks but i think i'm learning to be happy even though my life sucks ^_^
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Old 02-26-2005, 10:09 PM   #6
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may this help you.

http://www.sgi.org/english/Buddhism/nmrk.htm

if you need to, mayhap you can give me a call and i can chant it a few times so you can get the pronounciation down pat.
thanks for the link....i especially liked this quote at the bottom of the page....

"When deluded, one is called an ordinary being, but when enlightened, one is called a Buddha. This is similar to a tarnished mirror that will shine like a jewel when polished. A mind now clouded by the illusions of the innate darkness of life is like a tarnished mirror, but when polished, it is sure to become like a clear mirror, reflecting the essential nature of phenomena and the true aspect of reality. Arouse deep faith, and diligently polish your mirror day and night. How should you polish it? Only by chanting Nam-myoho-renge-kyo."
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Old 02-27-2005, 09:58 AM   #7
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I'll try Nam-myoho-renge-kyo. I'm meditating everyday, it makes me like after pot, calm and concentrated. This mantra has good sound . I think I got another reason for my "manic depression". There is winter in my country... no leaves, no flowers, no sun... it can make me sad.
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Old 02-27-2005, 10:45 AM   #8
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i know your feelings, but remind: are you really lonely? what about family or friends? i haven`t been in a relationship for a long time now and i am feeling lonely sometimes, too. But then i am going out and having fun and it really works. Push up your self-confidence by other thing you are good at or people like at you. Smoking is ok from time to time, but is no alternative.
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Old 02-27-2005, 10:58 AM   #9
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I've been in your shoes. it dose suck. you'll probley get better. I did.
I had nothing.and a small family few friends no car no job no money.

liveing on the streets not living helthy wieght at 260 and I just wanted to die.
but pot and with the help of family and my dog and cats got me thrue it.
now I have a job and friends and I am helthyer.I lost 100 lbs.and most of all I feel better about my self.
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Old 02-27-2005, 11:47 AM   #10
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the thing is, sometimes ppl get so uninterested in life that it is less than uselss to tell them "get a hobby" or "cheer yourself up". If you can do it great, if you can't you simply can't. Lots of ppl who think "it's all in your mind" try to give you advice but have no f'n idea what they are talking about.

I went for about 4 years where the ONLY thing I wanted every day was to be dead. No reason. I've been very lucky in life but this depression didn't need an excuse. Ended up losing my job, aprtment, everything. Also came very close to losing my life.

Depression is a very serious illness. Good luck.

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I'm trying to draw something, it makes me free. I'm playing the guitar, flute, but i really don't see the sense of it. but goot point, i'm going to find my place and i'll try get a hobby
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