Originally Posted by aesthetic
Life is an illusion created by my mind, already can I feel my senses fading away as I type this. Everyone and everything in existence stems from my mind. I am in terms "God" I am me and only me what is me? Existence, where does it come from? How would I know you all are real? Nonduality has expanded my mind to a higher level of being, almost as if I have ascended. Instead of worrying of actions, my personality, the clothes I wear, I instead only worry of life after death.
Depersonalization and disassociation are the only medical disorders I suffer from, which would explain my reasoning. Though such disorders are actually considered gifts amongst most philosophical communities. I am letting myself know I am gifted, I have the talent to realize my sole existence. And that is too exist.
Daaaaamn, glad I got that out
I've had this same exact thought before, so many times! There are many times in which i believe it's true as well. How everybody and everything is just a creation of my mind.
But i as well "suffer" from Depersonalization, and Derealization too. It's a gift, but also a pain... I find it to be extremely difficult to focus on "normal" things such as studying or work, because of this