I'll admit it, I'm hideous, and thats where you come in

That was a picture I took about...an hour ago?


Thats a picture taken about...a...week ago? And this picture makes me repulsed with myself. No "Oh no it doesn't" Shit, yes, its horrible, I look fucking hideous, and I accept that here, so just read on because this isn't so much about that.


Taken a few months ago

And just to add to what I'm getting at

I took that just after writing all the stuff before this sentence


considering I haven't slept I'm not going to waste time getting anymore now, and I'll get to the point.

I don't know why I look different in all of those but I suspect that something about my features is slightly different in all of them due to lighting/camera/whatever.

1) What features do I need to fix to improve myself.
2) What is it that makes me look different in all these pictures
3) What features do I have that are different from most other, more "average" looking Caucasian teenage females?
4) Makeup suggestions?

No sob story here. I know I'm hideous, and I'm trying to do something to at least improve or cover it up for the time being. So give me a hand here.

Thanks ahead of time people

You're kidding, right?

You're fucking gorgeous! You don't need make up or anything, and I don't think the pictures look very different from eachother.

Trust me, you're much prettier than I am

excuse me while I go throw up..

The attention you are trying to gain from this thread will be a filler for a hole in your mind.
You want to fill it because you know that something is wrong. If people direct you or shower you with compliments that may make the hole feel fuller for a while.

The hole is there for a reason. Don't just bung it up with garbage. Figure out why you're craving attention/reassurance/direction to this degree, and then alter your thought patterns.

If you genuinely think you're "hideous" with all your heart then you are delusional and have a mental disorder. See a doctor.

My guess is this is far more likely to be regular teenage anxiety about looks mixed in with some desire for approval or recognition from the outside world, whether you realise it or not. You're bright enough to know that an obvious plea for nice comments on your looks or sympathy wont get you far ("no sob story here") but to me, the desire in your post is still clear.

You're not hideous. Stop.

Actually I'm not so much attempting to gain attention as I am asking people to just answer my questions and tell me ways that I can -maybe- appear a bit more like a normal teenager instead of some troll living under a bridge, but thank you for your.... physiological input?

Trust me, if I wanted to gain attention, I'd just whine about how I hate my life and how I hate my looks and how they mess up my entire life and no one loves me and such and such and such

I'm simply asking for another person's tips so that I can try to improve something that I'm not happy with myself

Originally Posted by Fingermouse

The attention you are trying to gain from this thread will be a filler for a hole in your mind.
You want to fill it because you know that something is wrong. If people direct you or shower you with compliments that may make the hole feel fuller for a while.

The hole is there for a reason. Don't just bung it up with garbage. Figure out why you're craving attention/reassurance/direction to this degree, and then alter your thought patterns.

If you genuinely think you're "hideous" with all your heart then you are delusional and have a mental disorder. See a doctor.

My guess is this is far more likely to be regular teenage anxiety about looks mixed in with some desire for approval or recognition from the outside world, whether you realise it or not. You're bright enough to know that an obvious plea for nice comments on your looks or sympathy wont get you far ("no sob story here") but to me, the desire in your post is still clear.

At least your honest

Originally Posted by orison319

excuse me while I go throw up..

Best advice I've gotten all day

Honestly that did make me laugh [: Thank you~

Originally Posted by Death

Thank you dear, however, I'm fairly sure that your much more physically attractive than me, but thank you for trying to be comforting ^^ I don't really need reassurance however, I need improvement [:

Originally Posted by SunnyHappyVegan

You're kidding, right?

You're fucking gorgeous! You don't need make up or anything, and I don't think the pictures look very different from eachother.

Trust me, you're much prettier than I am