I regret everthing

I'm practicing Pagan, I'm a very introvert guy, for a few months I was going to a Christian prayer group mostly to get out of the house/work, meet people and get some kicks. After a little while I didn't regurgitate all the stuff they said and I didn’t know all the hymns and bible verses; it began to get quite obvious I was not like them, I felt like I was undercover or something!

I left the group but I'm in a very small town so I bump into a lot of the people in the store on the street, at the post office and especially the cafe. I'm tired of all that stuff and I’m very sick off being around them.

They are under the impression I am a Christian because I am just a nice person. I rather not tell them otherwise, ever have some Christian come up give you a pamphlet and ask if you believe in Jesus Christ. What happens when you say no? They bother you about the lords prayer and how he died on the cross and questions on the subtext of "do you want to make it to heaven?"

Think of that amp x100.

This woman from the group very friendly very attractive always bothering me for a conversation, I usually give in because she's attractive, but she even sees me as moody. On the most part some times during a day I don't feel like socializing with people specially to someone on the subject I have no remote interest in..

I regret ever going to those group meetings.